♥ Ymei

Change is fast.

2012-02-07T11:48:00.001+08:00

Once i on my lappy today, my mind came across with " change is fast " suddenly.

Yes,being gritty does pay off. Because change is fast.But why? Why i changed slow compare to him? Ok.. i always realise things slow. Until now,oni i realise about that. I realised it's my problem that im not determine enough.So? my change is slow. I do have some changes & improvement,but compare to him,i'm not as good as him.

I start to self - belittle when i think of him.Well,thinking of another side to convert this self-belittle.Actually the methods he gave are too tough for me? Or he's just too passion & interested on this? Or the personalities i have for this 18years are not so easy to change? Or sometimes in some other special situations,i'll just out of control & fail to handle? Just sometimes? Or he used to find solutions everytime? The one whole year,i've learnt a lots of method from him.But the methods seem like keep changing? So i can't adapt? Or i ain't adaptable? Omg. I don't know what's im thinking now.Somehow i'm tired of these.

Everyone has the own flaws.So human beings can stay & communicate with each other well is not that easy.We might cannot accept this people like that,and other people might feel in the same way to us too.Take an example,my dad has a bad habit that all of us do not like,which is he will never lock the door in our house,it's dangerous right.But he'll keep finding excuses for himself.We urged him for so many years,sometimes we even raise our volume & show the anger towards him,but he doesn't change.See,izit he's not determine enough? So change is slow.Ok,while comparing to my dad,i'll feel better,because he changes even slower than me right?

However,whenever i think of he's putting so much effort on himself & me,but my improvement & changes are slow.I feel guilty.I used up the rm100 voucher to buy 3 self-enrichment books.Two will be in chinese,another one will be in english.Actually i prefer to take the english version of " the secret power ",but the price is double of the chinese version.So..it's ok la. The rest of rm100,i must fully utilise it.

Ok,change is fast.Ymei,stop comparing. Just prove it.

给他的话

2012-02-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

D,我刚看了你的blog.

我知道,你是一个一定会找solutions解决问题的人,我也知道你对家人朋友的安慰也一样.以前我不开心,你都不是用句子缓和我的心情,而是用你的solutions来当作安慰我又可以解决事情.

我..希望你..不要把自己逼的太紧这样会比较压力而且你弄得自己很累而且我知道你因为这样而很frust.

我知道你之前做 qnet mela 去camp 甚至像现在去nlp 都是在帮你自己让你自己更进步可能你也有在为了我要我改变我知道我真的知道

你已经做了那么多我觉得你已经成功改变自己,使自己进步的那么多的一个人了.你真的很厉害很棒. 不像我.

所以... 其实讲来讲去..我还是想说.. 你真的很好不要让自己因为急着找solutions 找methods 而太累那么幸苦我看了很过意不去很心疼.

" 放轻松" 是你教我的尤其在meditate 的时候.

你真的很好

d.

13th.

2012-02-01T22:45:00.001+08:00

So fasst. 1st of feb is our 13th monthsary! Hehehe. Fyi,the 1st day of every month will be our monthsary & 1st day of every year of January will be the anniversary. Hahaha. Also,it's the 6th day he leave me & hometown :/

Ok,don't know what to continue dy :3 Wanna study hard for the rest of my A-level life dy huhu,5months more i will end my pre-U life. Time flieesss.

Ily.

2012-01-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

Emo post.

2012-01-27T19:42:00.001+08:00

Hello blog.

2012 cny could be my worst cny ever. Feeling sucky.The 1st day of cny was spoiled by an idiot & seriously,i tears from the 1st day until today,the 5th.I'm so depress :'( My pair of eyes are so tired.

And he's back today.One week ago,i started to feel a lil bit of emo whenever i think of he's leaving soon.Until yesterday & today,i can't control the strong feeling of separation,often cried out loud.I'm freaking emo T.T

After one year,the way i control my emotion might improved.But this time,i keep having tears,for the 5 days.It have been quite a long time i never depress ttm.

Found Rene & Vivs to chat with,i'm feeling better but after sometimes,after texting,i'm not. Why? Why ldr should be like that,tell me whhhhy :(

He's now at klcc with his family & told me he had " boost " with his family & consequently he reminded me about the memories again.I'm emo. Envy. indeed. Somehow i really wish im there now & vivs asked me " WHY YOU DIN'T FOLLOW HIM TO GO " and im.. :(

I don't know how long am i going to take oni i'm alright.I miss him so much.Wanna crai. FML.

2012-01-26T12:44:00.002+08:00

30night.

2012-01-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

Went to his house & played firecrackers :p This is the 1st time. Made wishes tgt. Awww...me gusta :D Love you like a love song Baby! Lol.

2012-01-21T23:55:00.001+08:00

18Jan.Get a free grande drink after registering our starbucks card :p And we chose JaveChips hehe. A lucky day by skipping 1hour class lol.And currently we are just like starbucks & chatime overdose o.O Lol.

Reunion day tmr,have a caramel ice blended coffee :) Chilling for the whole afternoon after lunch tgt.We discussed about " marbel " ,so high lol.The 1stime we talked so high about our coorperation in the future,thou it may sounds like " still got so long to go ",but having a nice dream tgt is so wonderful.Better than NoDreamsatall,because we are not rich people like others,spending parents' money overly(like those who can ask money from their parents any time & spend like without knowing how to appreciate it),so we have our dreams,work hard tgt,study hard tgt, to enhance our life & not to depend our parents' money.

Cny? No feels. Darn.

2012-01-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

~~Whenever there is a scene of " he's going back soon " pop out in my mind,I will be fucking emo. Fuck this shit. I wanna crai.~~

:3

2012-01-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Time flies.This is the 2nd week of class started.Boring moral edu,boring econs.It's hard for me to have a time to on9 & even bloging,since i'm busying with my studies & also with him lol.

College started and my meal partner & chauffeur are along with me to the college.I'm indeed happy when he's tgt with me in the campus.

Cny is nearer.I don't want :( I just want a holiday :/ Cny reveals the As results are coming out soon,and he's going back soon. Why the heck. Kind of emo :'( No one can teach me maths in the way i like anymore,differentiation is still in the progress,integration will be the next chap.To be honest,im not really like the way to ask him maths via skype,couldn't ask directly once i face the problems.Sobs :'( I wanna crai.FML.

Btw,he followed me to campus today as usual.We crave for 7cheesy pizza,so we went to qb to have our lunch.But the 7cheesy pizza is not available anymore :/ but we still had pizza as our lunch.After shopping,we were going back to campus & i was sooo unwilling to go into econs lecture.I( and ofcourse otherSS) don't know what's the lecture is bla bla-ing since the last sem & i prefer study outside the class.It's kinda wasting my precious time.And also traffic jam.

So i decided to study with him & skipped class.But then i came out with the idea of having soya ice cream & taufu at U soya lol.The very 1stime i went to Pg & skipped class & went to eat & play with him.Omg.Gonna put the blame on him :p And that's easier to wet if you hava a car too :3 Hahaha.We're happy today,play hard,laugh hard. Hehe. Should be said in the way that,he comes back,it's a happy thing.He goes back,it's like fucking dulll & down & emo smt.I will miss everything.The chances i hide in the my house are even more,because there will be no yamcha no hang out.. nonono... :(

Stop being pessimistic :3

FML.

2012-01-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

FML FML. College reopen tmr /.\ Im sososooo reluctant. Help me please. sad. stress. siaooo T.T Ahhhhh!!

Semester break finished.Im so sad :( AS results will be released on 23 of Jan,chu1. FML ttm again! Ahhhh really fuck this shit. I hope it will be a satisfy angpau. Hopefully!! Positive k! :')

Tmr 12pm! And 3 hours moral! OMG. Arghh. I wanna a parking place tmr T.T Plssss :'(

Ok,got myself a new bag for the new semester. lol. Since my purple Puma cacat dy,bit lousy -.-

The girl,Carmen is pretty is this movie <3

Went to watched Lauging Gor 之潛罪犯 yesterday with him & his bro & mami.Hmm,im satisfied with it lo :) hehe. Like finally i know who is the one who kill BaiCo,but the movie seems like telling us this is the lastime 谢天华 acted as Laughing.. T.T I still wanna watch him in this kind of drama or movie,still continue to be a 卧底! Lol.

Ok,i dont know what to continue anymore. I got a phobia of school reopen. Crazy. Btw,im so thankful that tmr he will be my chauffeur,meal partner! Hehe. He will accompany me to the campus again. Thanks pp! Im really appreciate it. Love you :* p/s : i wished you wont go back to kl.. Sobs T.T

Byebye. p/s : U guys can do me a favour? Help me to click the ads of nuff nang k? Lol. Millions thanks!

1st Anni.

2012-01-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hello blog.

Discharged from the hospital on our 1st anni,1Jan. Since our Penang plan was postponed to 3rd,therefore we went for a simple outing at BM Jusco & beach. Hmm..

Till the next day,2nd of Jan.We went to Overtime RU to watch Olivia Ong.Lol.I was feeling great & high because we were standing just infront of her.Omg.She is friendly.Called her name twice & she waved hand to you with a heartwarming smile. Hehe. And he told me the song 海枯石烂 is written by Olivia Ong herself,as she said she failed in LDR before & she said Ldr can be worked :)

Finally,it is 3rd of Jan.Everything was going smoothly. 感恩.
We went to milk buddha before going to GP for lunch.We went for 美食之家 & we are satisfied with the food & price.

The hot honey peach.I never try honey with peach & this is nice.

This is mine.Omg,this 药材面is really..appetizing.Esp the 药材soup,really yum yum.Slurrrrrp.

And this is his Thai tomyam fried rice. It's spicy for me,so i din't share his rice.

Around 3smtg,we went to Straits Quay for Delicous.Hehe.Make the 1st try.The atmosphere is ok,but quite noisy when there are people around.Also,the price is not that reasonable.Hmm,i don't know how to judge the price,but we ordered this at rm14.50.But it was tasted nice....luckily :) And don't know since when,i really love peach.lol.

Guess what? I have been crave for James Foo Western Foods for quite a long time.And finally we tried it tgt.And now,i really prefer there compare to Butterworth cafe.Ok,to be honest,the price & taste are still cheaper than Bworth cafe.( for me la) The price of Bworth cafe is still reasonable,but their spagetti is expensive.But i would like to use " cheap " to describe the price of the foods at JF.After going to bworth cafe for 3times,i really feel there is really so so only.We reached there before 630,otherwise we have to queue.So we finished our dinner around 730,hence we went to Gurney Drive for a walk & talk.Our last station.Then we were going back.

So,in this 1st year anniversary,I gave him

A puma T


and the long sleeve from SEED.

He gave me a short sleeve hoodie

and a Hat bought at GP.Lol.

It's like a finally.I wish we can go through all the things TOGETHER until our hair turns to white.All i wanna said is already mentioned & expressed here at below postss.

Btw,thanks for being my chauffeur all the time.I appreciate the time we can enjoy wholeday tgt,because we rarely have a chance to enjoy like other couples or like a boss! Haha.

So..Happy 1st year anniversary.I love you. * I-I love you like a love song baby! * Lol.

Give me la.

2012-01-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

Wooooi Nuffnang,WHY DIN'T PUT ADS FOR MEEEE???! Grr. -.-

Blogging again.

2012-01-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

Aiks,i can't get to blog some stories during 31th of december 2011( due to...below post) & end up with another post on the same day -.-

Time flies.Every year passed so quick so quick.I have no idea whether 2011 was a better year or not.Hmm..I sick for a number of time during 2011,not so good.Found studying college was not as relax & enjoy as i think,and also depends on what course u take :3 Especially Alevel or HSC.But the good thing is i get to know more new friends. And another thing is,when those people who study Pre-U are very enjoying their college life,but i can bet they forgo their study more,and they really play more,spend more.I don't like to forgo my study instead of spending too much. So? I was enjoying my college life when he's back for sem break,or i can meet up & shop with my old friendsBesides,i think of another way to enjoy while studying..hmm..addicted to chasing dramaS dy la me :( Huhu.. Lol. Fine.. studying is hard.To be honest,i really no regret for not studying form6 :) Hahaha :D

Also,the whole year of 2011 is the 1st entire year i spend with my bf.We enjoying,chatting,fooling,playing,eating,relax-ing,arguing,quarelling & etc etc etc.Too much of them.Memories were keep in both of our hearts & our couple pendrive :p The best part,perhaps was the time i went to Kl to pay him a visit.So great. If can,i really really,REALLY wanna try with this again,i miss the moment with him at kl,so much.I'm so thankful to have you,i'm sincere.I really feel so much 感激.Lol.Although distance smt is so..... Haiz.But,not oni us are having ldr right.Even the singer Olivia Ong also believed that Ldr can work,can success.Haha.Ok,to put it in a nutshell,i would like to say the 4 phrases to you in chinese,which you taught me,对不起,请原谅我,谢谢你,我爱你.

About family,hmm..sister married & i think most of the things are still the same.. i doubted la.

About friends,i really miss old friends & high school la.Huhu.. They are everywhere now T.T so hard to have a gathering. And so bad when you found those who were close friends with you in the pastime,and now...become very-not-close friends.

And now,the happiest moment in my pre-U life is going to the end..which is my semester2 break T.T 8days to go,i have to back to campus & i'm getting stressed out of A2.The hardest & the most crucial semester is going to start.I'm somehow afraid of it. * sobs sobs * :'( And he'll be busy for his NLP & studies too. Hopefully these will not affect us k? :(

Till here,firstly,i wish i can stay happily,safely with my parents & sister.Secondly,our relationship can even get stronger & better.We play hard study hard & our studies are in a good condition.Thirdly,i wanna get more healthy T.T Plssss :( Fourthly,friendship can be stay as close as we can,as long as we can make it :) Next,i'm capable to go for stadium merdeka for leehom's concert.Also,try the best & score well in A2! Besides,i wish i could control my emotion well & let go or put down things easily :((( Somemore...Money please come to me. LOL. Lastly,be happy! Hahaha.

Happy 2012 k.Coming soon with 1st anni post.I guess.Hopefully. Lol.

Love.

2012-01-01T13:53:00.004+08:00

Hello blog. Happy new year everyone! Am i too late? :33

Sadly,i was suffering food poisoning & pain ttm yesterday morning :( I was admitted to hospital & unable to countdown 2012 & celebrate with him & his family. What a sad case that i need to pass my new year eve in the sucky hospital.

And today 1st of jan,will be our 1st year anniversary!! Our plan for celebration at Penang is cancelled! :( Gotta postpone to 3rd of jan. Sad lahh. Never expect this thing will be happened T.T Life is so unpredictable,haiz.Kind of grief.

But i was glad,to have my family & him while i was in the hospital. Parents,sister,him were take turn to visit me& take care of me. He accompanied me for the whole afternoon yesterday.So happy to have you D.I had a hard time at the hospital,would never go there anymore >.<

Thanks hun,for accompany me the whole day.Keep texting & call me after u backed.And we count down tgt,watched fireworks tgt.Thou we both in the different place.But really,u make me feel warmed through the call.And keep cheering me up for the whole day,keep reminding me to be positive.Thanks T.T

Ok,looking forward to 3rd jan for our anniversary celebration.But today still carry a simple outing with him,recall our ups & down during the year :D 1st anni ma,shouldn't rot at home. lol.

Gonna take a rest & prepare for the outing with him. Happy 2012 :)

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2011-12-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

Emo post.

2011-12-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

I really don't know how am i after he's going back to kl.. Like so miserable lol. The number of quarelling or arguing sometimes is more compare when he's here.Haiz.I still prefer Sdr. I'm afraid of that the person who can understand me & i need most will slowly go away.Friends also.And i'm somehow bit tiring of distance,so fucked up.But of course i wont give up la D.Found true love isn't an easy thing as ABC.Don't worry k.For those who are in sdr ( short distance ),do appreciate la & i will be glad to have my friends who are also having ldr with me tgt. Lol.

Btw,I do not mean he went back already la.

2days to go to 1st anni.

Merry xmas.

2011-12-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hello blog. Merry xmas everyone.

Was going to (AC) AutoCity with him during the xmas eve.This was our 2nd time.The first time we celebrated xmas tgt was last year & also at the same place.That time was the sweet moment before we both become a couple.Lol.

I went to take my new spec before heading to there.And we went to our favourite coffee shop Starbucks.Chilling & photobooth-ing.I'm really in love with photobooth ttm.Mac Book rockssss.Hahaha.

When we're tgt,snowmen come to life.

Like a boss :3

The rest of those photobooth photos were not with me. Gonna get them from his Mac dy.

Had dinner at Nando's.Our very first meal of nando's was...1+ year ago.The time we were getting closer.LOL.We are not like other couples,esp for those who are in the short distance relationship or rich couples who can OFTEN enjoy & having rich meals with each other.So,somehow is quite appreciate it.

Failed CHOK Yong. Lol.

Btw,I was feeling thankful to receive a xmas gift from her mum instead of from him.Lol.Kind of shocked & bla bla feeling.

We went for a brisk walking around the shops because we just went last week & i bought few stuffs for Cny,gonna broke :( I told myself for not spending on the shops there anymore but..failed. Gonna blame him dy lol.Because he saw those clothes inside the shop was quite suitable for me & consequently i was tempted by him lol.And spent on a cloth again /.\ Lol.

Felt so glad that i can bump into my old & best friend Bibi! Shin yee is her name but i used to call her bibi for ages dy. Lol. Realy have a long long time never meet her up.She is my close friend during the high school,thou we were not in the same class.And she is my recess & assembly partner.Never thought can meet her over there T.T

I miss my Old friends,no matter they 're from primary or clb.I miss enen,cici,susu mel,bibi,yiting & some i didn't mention.I guess if my upsr results are better & go into jitsin,i surely can still be enen,cici,susu,mel's besties.

After walking,thought to went for a place to settle down but almost every shops were flooded.We took a long time to make a decision & finally we went back before 11pm & went to New Town coffee shop to have a drink & talk.

Hmm,came to the end & i got a normal xmas eve & xmas day. -__- Time flies.Feeling sinful for my study & the days with him are always passed so damn fast.Damn fast.! T.T

Fyi,7days to go it will be our 1st year anniversary.Hope everything everyday is going to be ok.Take a breath & let the rest come easy.Bye bye.

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2011-12-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Sigh. My problems haven't solve. My study progress is slow. I'm being negative these days. I'm weary after sister's wedding. Kind of depress :(

I'm now so afraid to see the calendar.December is going to the end & A2 life is so soon & he will more more more busy next year.I wouldn't feel relief until my problems are solved.And now,he's the only one who can understand me & the one i need most All The Time,really.I will happy when he's beside thou I'm worried about my problems.

I wanna go out. I wanna see him. FML FML.Sometimes life is so fucked up.

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2011-12-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hello blog.

Just watched 初恋那件小事 with him at my home & honestly this movie is much nicer than Na Xie Nian.Haha. I oni found hilarious in na xie nian but not thumbs up for it.Almost everyone is siaooo about it but im not lol. Such a weirdo.Haha.But this thai movie is really touched me & the story line is much better than na xie nian Hoho.

And now im waiting my 2 clothes bought from sister dream online & this time i feel the pos laju abit slow.I can't wait to see my clothes.Because i remember i bought a hoodie jacket from them & that time the pos laju is somehow quite efficient.But this time.... argh. I can't wait lahhh :(

Ok la,have a nice weekend :)

Happy Huggie Valentine's Day.

2011-12-14T18:17:00.001+08:00

Hello blog,hello 14 February.

He's at hometown now.Like a FINALLY! Really sooo glad to see him again after 1month plus.So coincidence today is the last month of Valentine's day of the year & known as 拥抱情人节 in Chinese. Lol.And finally i can get much warm hugS from him :D I'm happyyyyyy haha.

Fetched him at jetty & went for lunch & took away chatime & came my house.Watched him playing guitar :pp His woody guitar looks nice & good in quality. Huhu.

Happy Huggie Valentine's Day to everyone :)

2days or 1 1/2 days.

2011-12-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

Lol. Don't know what will be your reaction.

3days.

2011-12-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

April's photo.

Holidays.

2011-12-09T14:52:00.000+08:00

Alright,today onwards will be OFFICIALLY holidays for us.But after finishing As on November,we guys are in the holiday mood like siaoooo,keep skipping class for the next two weeks till today.And i skipped 8am class today with the reason that....tiring of driving to Penang twice today,wasting petrol,time & energy.Lol.

Ok,this is a freaking long sembreak in my Pre-U & all pre-u students should appreciate it because.....i don't think we can be sooo FREEDOM after this. A2 is crucial! Next year might not have a sembreak.! Omg.

Hopefully i can accomplish & get my things done asap.Who's in the holidays now? I miss old friends.

Say hi to Holidays, No emo No negativities.Huhu.

11th.

2011-12-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hello December!

This is the 1st time i have a good feeling in the beginning of the month of the year,I not even felt that good in July as my birthday month,hmm..wondering why.

Today,the 1st of December is our 11th monthsary <3 Hehe.I bluffed him i'm going for maths revision & asked him to go for his study so we ended webcam & i came here to blog.Haha.

We're happy that we reached our 11th.So soon! 1month to go to reach our 1stanni,hmm..*awaiting* Lol.Maybe because of this,i have a good feeling of December. It seems to be a lovely month. * giggle giggle * Haha.Also,thou we couldn't celebrate every monthsary tgt like other couples do,but it doesn't matter right,distance makes the heart grows fonder what :) Lol.

It seems like lots of events on December.

Firstly,there will be a Prom.Although he couldn't make it at last,and i felt dissapointed before,but...it doesn't matter :) I'm just worry i couldn't sell out the tix & somehow I'm bit lazy to attend...but think of money...FINE... :/ Btw,I believe everything will get over.

Secondly,i'm waiting for him to come back.I'm sooosooo freaking happy about it.I'm waiting patiently..patiently..patiently...alright..patience lost..! Hahaha.

Next,there will be my lovely noisy sister's wedding.I guess there will be some changes after she moved out...hmm...... And soon it will be xmas fever.I don't wanna rot at homeeee during the xmas :'(

And now,my mind pops out lots of stuffs to accomplished in the month..I started to feel sinful & some kind of pressure.Hopefully i can overcome them with positive thoughts & energy because i know i'm just that kind of person who might not capable to control my emotions sometimes...Hmm..

Alright.December,u gotta be a good one.I never expect too much on it.

Never.

2011-11-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

Finally I finished my Forensic Heros III.Thumbs up :D Currently enjoy chasing tvb dramas after my As.This is quite a..hmm..in chinese we said "典型巨蟹宅女" Lol.And I should find some other things to do beside dramaSss.Gonna look for CNY clothes,1st anni,plan my study & transport for next year.Also,most importantly i think to boost my eng esp i'm still at inti & hope it can help me in A2.

Last Saturday my dear buddy ask me to Full House Cafe at Penang Times Square.Mum allowed me to drive but we both don't know the way & I had drove at the busy Georgetown area before.I worried i might "spoil" sister's car again -.- Therefore,we went by ferry & rapid -.- I have quite a long time never take ferry & rapid since i knew to drive,so..somehow quite " sien " of taking them la.

I'm quite lazy to upload the photos at there -.- And so coincidence she edited this photo,so upload this will do la haha.The restaurant is quite cozy & peaceful.I personally feel that it suits for all people to go no matter youngsters,elders,couples or whatever la.

The decoration there is quite impressing & i think they charged alot at the tax or foods.Hmm,i just guess.The foods are still not bad,but not really taste good ttm,acceptable la.Because we reached there around 3+ and we went there just for yamcha.But the price..hmm..cannot say it's reasonable la.For more photos,Click here.

Yesterday he told me his moral exam fall on 10th.Prom will be 9th.Sigh.My mind pops out of many many solutions.I believe that i can overcome it.

Nonetheless,i have learned the same thing again." Never never expect too much ". This is my shortcoming,because i often expect about something happily & think more.Esp something that i wish to have,to go,to enjoy,to eat & etc.Things are unpredictable,so i often feel dissapointed :( I always always take this quote after this kind of thing happen,but it's too late cause i fail to stop myself expecting this & that before it happens.Sigh.Have to remind myself everyday with this quote dy."Never never expect too much". So i wont feel dissapointed & also complaining.People complain because people expect too much or hope too much on that thing.Cannot,cannot be like that anymore Ymei!!!

Once again,never expect too much,never.If you think you can't or fail to do this,you better make decision WISELY,or try to make a decision that you won't feel dissapointed,then you'll be more happy or relief.

Keep this quote for reminding you EVERYDAY,Ymei.

Lately.

2011-11-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hello blog.

Ohyeah finally I finished my As level examination :) Hmm i think from now on until the beginning of January 2012,it will be my stress-less & happy-more time because I had finished one of my Alevel examination & I can take a good rest.And after december it will be my last semester of this pre-U & it's a very very important A2 level.So i think i have to rest well b4 my A2 started or take a brief revision on my A2.I really hope i can do it,as i'm still a lil bit worried of my As examination :/

I really had a hard time during my As's exam this time.It was a long lasting weeks & idk since when i'll suffer sleepless night b4 the day of exam.But i took some time to meet my old friends during this few week & the feeling was great.Friends are everywhere now & everyone is getting further & further.I miss my friends.

Last Saturday,I was going to Sunway with my dear chinteng for the movie of "You're apple of my eyes".I have quite a long time never meet her up dy thou we both live in the same taman & so near only. Lol.We're friend since form3 until now,not too long but not that short too.

Alright,say about the movie.Ok,I found this movie is not bad but not too impressing & awesome for me.Everyone is saying how great the movie it is & i just feel not bad and not that great as other people say.I wonder why.I felt myself a lil bit weird.Lol.Maybe im not really like the ending but the hilarious parts really attract me Haha! Also,the movie was quite " yellow " lol.

To be honest,the part that really touched my heart was the scene that they had graduated & i nearly shed my tears at that time.Lol.I miss my friends.I miss high school esp form 3 & form5. That 2years were the most precious year for me in high school.

Ok,now will talk about crazy gang.Our johor girl is backed BUT...she is leaving tonight lol :/ Alright,i like this gang of Lao Peng You too.So much fun & chat.We just met on monday & the 1st thing we wanna hear from her is her life at KMJ because there are people treated her badly.Somehow i felt quite compassion.She said she hates her life at there now & she came back hometown this time is to molify & calm her painess. I can understand her feeling of being neglect.It's hurt.She said she always feel confidence in socialise & of course she is a happy fruit who bring joys to other people,and also not in the way of acting at all.But now she faced this kind of problem,all we can do or i can do is just give her some positive advising.

Besides,all of us are finding hard in our studied now.Study makes us feel much more crucial now,in a new environment.All of us,or perhaps everyone dont like to study but we have to.We have no choice.So,after complaining,continue to work hard again.Lol.Life is too short to be wasted on complaning too much.I'm now practising it too.

There is still another thing which is,she watched "Na xie nian" too.And she said she feel nothing about the movie & also touched by the graduation part! Haha the feeling when other people can understand how do you feel is nice & glad :) Somehow,i like the movie's theme song more than the movie.He sings & sum all the feelings of the story,quite touched :)

To sum it all,old friends are still the best.However,the pieces of heart which broken by your friends will be still there.Ok,I'm saying myself. Forgive but not forget.

A group photo will do.I'm lazy.Haha.

Hmm,there is still a long time to go..i mean..the day he come back to hometown.I'm really desperate to pay him a visit.How sad..There are so many ups & downs between us lately & thus,imisshimsomuchsomuch.I dont know how about him,izit feel like the same way as me? Hmm.Question marks.

# Never expect too much. Never.

Finished!

2011-11-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah oh yeah I finished laughing sir yesterday.Ok,I know im quite late to watch -.- Many of them finished before my exam started -.- Somehow im proud of myself lol because i never chase ANY drama during exam period in my life before & this is the 1stime hahaha how dare am i.Of course i felt sinful la zzz.

Btw,the ending is like bit..zzz yet i still can't wait for the next movie and part II !

I wonder who's that guy who killed bosco & i think he wasn't killed by laughing @.@

Ahhh i still wanna continue Tvb dramaS zzz BUT i know i shouldn't zzz.I have to prepare for next week paper dy :/ Sobs.

1.11.2011

2011-11-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

So soon.It's November of the year dy & im still having my As.2 more papers left but it takes me 3weeks :/ Really so so so fassst like a g6 and 2012 is so near.How great will be november? Or my november? Kind of disorientated now.Im worried.

He is going back to his "hell" Kl today this morning.Im not dare to send him back ANYMORE.The feeling of separation is just too...emo ttm.So leave it to his family as well lol.

I felt so glad that i was able to see him(almost everyday :p) again after 1week of his sembreak,due to deepavali.And this time,should be this month,im not able to see him until he comes back for my prom.

We had our 10th monthsary at Qb since we need to go melaleuca to buy something.We did not plan it well (>.<) plus i was suffering period pain ttm so I was feeling like..hmm not fully enjoyed for what i expected earlier :/

We had our lunch at Secret recipe & it was not a very good one.For me la.I don't know why.The cake we chose..not nice & quite creamy.And sometimes we both stayed quiet for no reasons,somehow it was quite awkward -.-

We went for a browse at qb after lunch & bought one Puma Tee for him.And my 1year anni's surprise gone T.T Rather dissapointed & im really really mind about it T.T as I planned abit by abit hardly during my exam & now im out of idea! wtf. I swear i gonna think it deeply all over again!! Arghhh.

I was hungry & we went for Aunty annes but it closed for 1hour zzz.So he decided to choose some sushi at jusco.Our 1st try & i like it :p hehe.Luckily Aunty annes was available after we finished our sushi.

We went to S1 ( our lao di fang ) after this & had a short tea time & chat.We love to talk ( anything,no barriers haha)& i really enjoy to talk to people who can understand me.

He bought me famous amos before we went back :( So thoughtful.And we went to melaleuca & im seriously like the smell & taste of the lipbalm! ohyeah~ Lol.Previously i was using the Mint flavour but i lost it :( so we buy again & im not going to use the allergic lipbalm given by the clinic anymore. I trust melaleuca & him haha.

We met up again at night.At our 2nd lao di fang LOL.

In a nutshell,happy 10th monthsary ♥ Long distance relationship is beautiful,don't give up easily :) ( ok,honestly this sentence is quoted from Fb LOL ).Distance makes the heart grows fonder,it's not a barrier for true love.BUT,i still hope our LDR will end some other days & ...we will be have a ShortDR Haha.

Ok.Im feeling abit sinful but i gonna to finish my laughing sir before i prepare for my battle.I must finish it! Hahaha.Byes!

Real Steel

2011-10-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah,he was coming back hometown yesterday for deepavali's break as his class was cancelled.Such a good thing lol.And i told him i wanna watch real steel so we went to buy tickets yesterday night & we watched it today.

Yea we are satisfied :D And is quite amazing that i never see robot can play the part of wrestling Haha! So cool & so " kin cheong " for them when they're fighting LOL. Btw the movie reminded me of the movie karate kid but just there are fights between robots instead of kid.Lol.

That kid made me thinking of JB lol & honestly I do not like JB at all. Of course Max is cuter & funny Haha.The movie is nice & the tickets were so value for money! Because we needn't spend rm20 for couple seat but still can enjoy having another type of "couple seat".Haha.Awesome one.And i think most of the guys will be like this type of movie.

Hmm today is quite a simple yet chilling day with him besides rotting at home for whole day & hide inside the room to study for the whole day.Well,i can be like that when i was in high school,not much complaints if i was studying for the wholeday.But now,i seriously cant do it! Grr don't know whyyy.I gonna die if im suffering like this for this 2weeks. zzz.

3days+ to go T.T Nervous!

Yi Ran Ai Ni.

2011-10-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

Haha.I made a song dedication to him few days ago & the fm played it this afternoon! I was surprised toooo! Cause i think there were so many dedications yet they wont play them all right.The DJ said out my wishes & she said " so sweet..! "

I was sms-ing him before the dedication program started. He did not reply & pick up his fon lol. Yor you..! Cake si wa. He was enjoying his piece of cake at secret recipe with his housemates -.- I told him & he was shocked LOL & keep asking me whether the fm got record it or not.And he swore he wanna find that one out HAHAHA. Eat more la you tamchiak nia. Hng zzz. Forget everything once you get into foodssss -.-

But i feel the chances of finding out that one is... hmm i'm not sure leh.Hopefully la..cause i wanna find it out tgt with you :p Btw,is more than enough if you believe that this is so...true & happy lil gift day! If you couldn't heard it, find it, it's ok but you're still tamchiak.

Thankyou leehom! He brings us luck ! Hahaha Well not a bad sunday after having some dull days huh.

Yi ran ai ni !

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2011-10-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hii blog.

Finished changing to a new template.I know it looks so simple but this is what i prefer lol.Simply the best la & since I feel much comfortable while viewing my blog.

So fast,from 2weeks left to become 8days left to my next 2papers.There is really a long time to finish the entire CIE.

Feel so weary & tedious of studying.FML. NO! Is study for exam! FML!

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2011-10-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

He's backed he's backed he's back -_____-

No longer short distance -.- after 1month. Hahaha. Forever alone T.T Sobs lahhh.
No more chauffeur sends me to campus.No more body guard.No more meal-partner..no more..no more...is long..is a long long long distance againnnn ohhhh WTF.Hey yor Ymei,come back to reality! Ahhhhhhh........! Shity feeling whenever separation comes. wtf. Wake up wake up Ymei.Be strong & independenttt la yorrr.

I still got exam still got exam still got exammm.7weeks 7weeks 7weeks :////

I want holidayyyyy i wanna go setapakkkk i wanna go pv12. Yorrr. I want money money money honey....Hahaha lame.

Ahhhhhh who can help me in sta sta staaatistics yorr so disgusting one.Who can help me in econss econss econss.Gonna mad haiz.FML.

Btw,the chat box beside looked so annoying with those anonymous fella dropped.Hmm..think to remove it & soon my blog will look empty hahahaha -.-

Tmr is sundayyy will be a superrr productive dayyyy for studyyy.Well,hopefully la.I hope..he's happy,safe,healthy over there.His studies his works go smoothly.Take careee my love.

Tata.

October

2011-10-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

It's so soon october is reached & 3 more months to go 2011 is going to pass.I seriously don't like october at all. I feel much tension everyday.7days left to my CIE. I'm really nervous about that.So hectic.Somehow feel like barely surviving -.- Sound bit serious hor lol.My mood swings like nobody knows.Ok,i think it shall be pms.

The most phathetic moment is when you're having exam,the time & process you prepare for your exam & the moment when you're going to get your results.And I'm fucking phathetic now! I don't wanna resit my CIE,it is a NO!

I hate that kind of feeling.I don't like to make a decision that need to sacrifice or it will forgo anything.The more i feel exhausted the more i want to chill & going out.Also,study & him are a very very very hard decision for me to make.Of course,with other externalities.I really hate that kind of feeling.F*ck.

Once i think of my coming CIE & it reminds me he's going back soon.Fine,he decided to go back early & soon I will be like forever alone & taking my major exam alone without a SDR(short distance relationship haha) lol what a stupid & absurd thinking.Yet,it's abit sad.And i know he might see my post(maybe he wont since he rarely on9 now Lol) & i'm not going to say any other thing since he've decided lol.Nonetheless i'm just wondering what can he do after the day of his training as he still left 5days to college reopen.

Keep calm & carry on.

A smile a day a less wrinkles day.

2011-09-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello blog.

This is the 2nd week of his sembreak.Nowadays i just feel like we are temporary not having a LDR.Lol.

I felt so.. heartbroken once i get my econs results just now.It was like abit.. unacceptable.Btw,I must be really appreciate that he accompanied me just now.I'm really thankful I have him.He even accompanied me to the campus..most of the days.And just wait for my class to dimiss.He is really a thoughtful sweetheart.Also,i'm always afraid that he'll be bored while waiting for me & he was just like " nvm,nvm..faster go into the class" Awww.. That moment is not really like a ldr couple anymore.I felt so happy,truly.

Besides,he followed me to the campus from morning till the evening.It's really..dont know what's that feeling lah -.- However,i felt bad when his mum was complaining about that :/ Hmm...quite a happy thing that he can really mix around with my coursemates lol.Huhu..I might really down if he's not accompany me when i get my results just now.

Without him,I might collapse & i really can't get through everything.I often say such thing to him before the day we become a couple.He's the one who get through my spm life with me.Again,i'm so so so thankful i have you J.He's the only patient & understanding guy who willing to wait me to change & accept my complaints.

I know he's worrying about my study since I'll having CIE exam soon.It's so soon.....& i'm getting nervous tension stressful day by day.And i know he might worry he'll interupt me while i'm studying & preparing for my exam when he's free & has a long break now.

Honestly,I really feel like wanna have fun & enjoy with him.But whenever we or maybe only me,planned to go somewhere else,movie or bla bla bla,i will think of my study.I'm now like stricted by my CIE! Fine,this time we are not like going out for the whole day.Sometimes we were just movie-ing & swimming & i just followed him to monkey beach with his housemates last sunday.Well,not a fully enjoy one because my heart was like having a heavy load.Lol.But stil ok.I like to talk to him since we went by boat & his housemates hiked to the beach.Therefore we were chilling & honeymoon-ing while waiting for them.Hahaha.And his housemates were still quite ok,hahaha because that was not the 1stime i meet them & i never talk to them at pv12.Lol.

I'm just looking forward to our 9th monthsary.Alright,i will surely enjoy the day.Lets forgot my CIE for hours.Lol.

Ok,I know i have to work hard.I know i have to take it easy.. I know i know.But the stressful feeling will never run T.T Haiz.And i'm just too rely on him.. T.T.... just like what his friend described me as KoalaBear.Fine.. -.-

I wonder he'll blush or not lah if he read this because it's like too much of compliment on him ady.Nonono..He's actually a very notty one.Hahaha.

Oklah.I know i've run out of time,but i still wanna blogging.That's all.

A smile a day a less wrinkles day.

Life.

2011-09-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

Currently is having Mock for As. Damn stressful haiz :( The load is getting heavier & heavier.Damn fatigue.
I'm always the one who find myself so hard to put down when i did the paper bad.Just like today,sometimes find myself so absurdity.Not only exam,i think.And i know he is waiting me..to put down the things which I found them hard.Haiz.

His words are the consolations & advices to me in my grief.But he was finding hard for his MicroP today.He felt worry too.Same fate right.Just the only thing is he can put down easily but i can't.Also thanks to my coursemate/soulmate vivs,who always comfort me & i really felt better.Thanks <3

However,I'm still wondering when only i can comfort myself when im in the trouble.It sounds like a simple thing but why i still fail to cheer up myself. What a big sigh.I shouldn't count on them everytime.I shouldn't..

Left one more paper to go.Economics sucks ever.Law too.Maths too.What i actually like? Ridiculous? Yes,it's hard.Well,nothing is easy..Not to regret what you did..everything..

Once mock is done,As is REALLY the crucial one.I hope Mock is definitely wont affect anything especially when I gonna to apply my U,since I will stay at local.And I hope I'll do enough preparation to conquer my As for the next 3weeks.Seriously,3weeks will be just like the blink of eyes.Must be serious.(well,i never play too much in my college life too lol)

I keep telling myself must do the best,push to the limit for my As.Otherwise A2 will be a disaster.

Everything in life is so temporary.Take it easy & do the best.

7days to go,he is coming back.I'm really looking forward <3 by the time,he is free but i'm still pressuring.. Unfair la hmp.
Yes,shouldn't stay up too late.Btw,feel so much better after blogging.

Nights.

8th.

2011-09-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

2days ago,it was our 8th monthsary & both of us had our raya break :)

But after the day of 1st of September,he was going back to Kl again :(

He almost accompanied me study everyday,at s3 :p Since both of us will have the exam at the same time too hehehe :D And I get to see him almost every day too :))

Those days..we feel so happy..Laugh tgt..Cried tgt..study tgt..Jokes tgt..Eat tgt..Share our stories tgt..Omg. I really missed those moment..I can feel that we both are really getting closer & closer..Our relationship like getting more stable & make it more like climax.Haha.We can share EVERY SINGLE THING..and we wont feel shy to share them..thou some might be the terrible things..or.. watever..

And we ALWAYS have sooo soooo much things to talk & share.. ..It's non-stop if we start to talk..argh.. Maybe it's just because like what i've said..We can share every single thing..so..our topics..never end.. until we watch the time...only we realise about it.. zzz lol

We always T.T when we gonna to separate..What a depressed thing we always face but we still cant used to our separation..Haiz..Well..He'll be back after 2weeks..after we both finished our exam..almost finish at the same time too hehe :))

We were not manage to watch the smurf during our 8th.. HOW SAD :((( It was sold out.. wth. :((( Argh... D.. I wanna watch it :/ Sobs.

So we went to Winter warmer after did some browsing.. Not so nice lor the tea..zzz

Bb dd,thanks for the meal.. :) So.. the meal on our 9th monthsary..will be counted in mine :D Deal yea.

We must work hard for every promises we make k? Our studies,money,family,future,relationship..& everything :)

Rmb that we gou gou hand at s3? :p

Haiz.Recently is so stressed out for my trial. After 3weeks of trial,there will be the real AS cambridge exam. Like wtf -.- Arghhhh it's so tiring.. FML argh!

Ok..It's time to off.And..
Iloveyou!

2011-08-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

She's back from Johor :D Her 1st date was with me since f6 is having exam.Hopefully we can meet up again before you back.

Haizz. recently is getting so tension with my 2 coming exam. And don't have a sembreak.

1day to go,bb dd is coming back * wink *
We both having exam soon..and we're having exam at the same time.
So? Life still goes on la.. <3

I just can't wait :p

:p

2011-08-16T23:34:00.001+08:00

Hooray! Got my 1st tumblr! :ppp
Feel nice at there!

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2011-08-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

I am jealous of people who get to see you everyday..

2011-08-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

A long-lasting saturdayyyy :'( w/ bit of gloomy.. Saveee meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :///

Imissyou BbDd..

7monthsary

2011-08-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 7th monthsary ! ♥

Sooo sooo fast! Thanks for coming back last week & hope you feel it was worth k?
You're the greatest gift from God :p * shy * lol

When love is not madness,it is not love. #Pedro Calderon de la Barca

D,let us work hard tgt for everything..& also for the future.. & also... our next or next next or next next next monthsary.. or anniversary. We can do it :D
Ily.

2011-07-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Life goes on everyday..Carry out the daily routine.. Hmm.. is quite satisfy oh& the motivation for study is increasing yo.Yesh yesh.

Always remember,don't let the small stuffs bug you.

The only depressing thing is...there are still long long days to go..oni i can see him,the real him.. How sad,how suffer..

The 1st time we separated for 8weeks,exactly 2months..Whenever i think of this,it's rather down..imy like hell..

Haiz.No matter how busy im,you're always appear in my mind..esp those scenes during the days i was at kl with you..It's so so so down...fml..These sweet memories,sometimes could be the bitter one..when you think of it..haizzzzz.Can you go back home......T.T

And I started to think alot.. esp im alone or drivin..
D..you're not alone to fight for the future & dream..You have me..
Wherever you go,whatever you do,i'll be right here support you.
Quarelling & arguing are normal..we can always overcome them.

Miss the scene..

Thanksss so much for this :p Even my mum & sis also want to have it.Haha.Btw,sorry if costed you much.. :/ Sungai Wang & Pavillion nextime ! Wheee.

I'm so looking forward to the day I can fetch you home..Missyou so much..

Legally 18.

2011-07-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hi.

I reached 18,3days ago.

It wasn't a really very good birthday,but it cant consider to be the bad one.

At first I thought I will be with my friends,new friends or old friends.But i prefer old friends,or even expected to be with my old friends.And finally,I was with my family instead of my friends.

He's not around,but actually still ok.Cause i wasn't around him during last week which is his 20th.Luckily he passed his day quite happily.

Thanks.Thanks my family.Sang & danced for me.Ou my...

Thanks.Thanks my group of " inti-mates" .

Thanks.

Nonetheless..I felt rather dissaopointed that,i cant meet any gang of my old friends.Somehow,is bit sad.I'm not really want the wishes,the cake,the presents..or whatever from them,but just hope to meet you guys on my special day.We spare the time & chat,any places will do.That's all.

But I can understand,all of us are busying & time is not allowed.Haih. :'( No worries,I aint emo,since I learnt to be more positive.

Alright,cheersss.

Happy 20th :)

2011-07-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

Dd.You hunchback leh.Haha.

D..Happy 20th! I don't know whatelse have to say ady.. cause..there are so many things to say..lol.

Sorry,I'm not able to be your side today.

Ily yo.

半年了

2011-07-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

啊.半年过去了,太快了太快了.

以前,只要到了7月,感觉就会格外不一样.可是,现在不会了.大家似乎过好得忙,生活节奏不同,个个分道扬镳,有时还会在想,大家是否还会记得我自己..?

今天,7月1日,是我们的半周年纪念.我们都觉得太快了!可是,身在远方的我们其实错过了许多属于我们的日子..这就是远距离恋爱,我们都称它为ldr.

我们的生日只差6天,一个落在7月5日,随后既是11日.这两天,我们并非能在一起,听起来似乎有点可怜..这就是远距离恋爱,ldr.

我们的半周年,也不能好好的在一起庆祝,这就是远距离恋爱,ldr.

我们总是得牺牲很多很多,这就是远距离恋爱,ldr.

我们偶尔觉得自己好可怜,时常羡慕其他出双入对的小俩口,这就是远距离恋爱,ldr.

其实,我们也从不埋怨这些.一旦一接受了,ldr,真的别埋怨太多,对我而言,这算是一个衡量毅力的考验.我们的确在这段时间里,经历了很多很多..多到..记不起了.

所以,有时我觉得ldr真的很伟大.它很伟大,可是当我们可以一起成功度过了重重犹如排山倒海的难关时,我们甚至比ldr还更伟大.因为不是每个人,每一对都有那份坚持来撑下去的.哈,这点实在太值得骄傲了 :p lol.

再过几天,sembreak就这样过了 :'(

前几天刚从Kl回来,他说目前为止这是我们感情的climax.lol.那几天,最快乐最充实了!平常都会是他回来,现在终于轮到我过去哪了.Haha.得鼓起好大好大的勇气,但幸亏我不是独当一面..我在哪真的感受到体验到了好多好多!我们从来没有度过从早到晚都在一起的日子,这是第一次!而且还是三天呢 :D

可是当分离到来时却是件非常非常残酷的现实..这个惨痛的事不想提.. -.-..

过了这回..不晓得还得等多几个月才见到你了.Jit toh :'(

好了.现在脑袋突然空白.lol.
Happy 6thmonthsary! ♥♥♥

Yeay

2011-06-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

Yeay.
Off to KL tmr. Yeay.
Teehee! XD
All is well all is well~
Everything will be safe..positive positive positive :)

Break

2011-06-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

It's 2weeks sembreak.Sem exam is tough.I don't know how better i prepared for it.I hope I still can continue my Inti's scholarship in order to reduce my dad's burden.

I wonder how am i going to ' fully utilized ' my sembreak since he's not around.I miss him...like a crazy,any single moment.*Tears inside the heart..*

Feel so tired right now.Is so so tired during the day i finished my last paper.Brain is too concentrated until I keep feeling severe headache and dizzy.Honestly,i still feel headache now.

Goodnight.

2011-06-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

Life's hard.Life's tough.

♥

2011-06-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

5个月了。

2011-05-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

2011-05-23T20:00:00.001+08:00

Padini Gurney :) No discount anymore.

:( ? :) ?

2011-05-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

Spm华文拿B+的人现在竟然要在这里用华文.

唉.在Inti过了一个月多,大家对彼此都有了感情,也会不约而同翘课去Qbay看电影，但我并不是其中之一,因为我只会中途翘课回家去了.

现在在Inti里的朋友一个接一个的离开了,得到了Jpa得到了Matrix,唉有一点舍不得.为什么偏偏在大家认识了所有A-level的朋友后你们才要离开.伤心咯.快点做farewell -.-

刚刚在facebook看到了好多朋友出街的照片,我很羡慕他们,真的.为什么他们总是可以一直出去啊出去啊,不是都开学了吗?而为什么我好像一直感受不到生活的乐趣,快要暴毙了.

好繁忙的生活...我真的体会到感受到现在所面对的压力了,面对大家,我犹如一粒沙,好不起眼的沙.这条路好难走,拼的死去活来,人心好难测啊,个个（不是全部啦)都好阴险,真的觉得很恐怖很恐怖.

这是我选择的路,我不会说后悔,很不喜欢后悔这两个字,是谁发明的?

教教我,如何在Inti求学的日子中,找到读书和生活的乐趣?怎样?教我.教我,教我怎样变得心地不那么的善良,来面对一些阴险的朋友?教我.

好了,自己选择的路,跪着也要把它走完.

他回来了,我应该开心才是.是的,我真的好开心.等得颈项都长了.好开心啊!哈哈.虽然我们经历的事情好像越来越多,之间发生的事也一样,但是这是我们从一开始所下的决定,既然选择了,就不应该轻易地放弃,我们不能埋怨.我相信苦尽甘来!哈哈!

好了,是时候去读书了.. :(

2011-05-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

Padini Qbay.50% discount :)

A day

2011-05-02T10:25:00.000+08:00

Broke :'( Cash,please.. :/

She's ( Ct) going to start her college life at Pg.So bad we studied at different campus ; our campus take us 45min to reach.Argh.

We met & went to Qb & AutoCity & finally we needn't ferry & rapid lol.I drove her,for the whole day.

We satisfied for what we bought,but,we broke & really found no any cheaper & economic restaurant for us to have dinner at Ac.Kesian.Lol.

Ahhhhh we don't have any photo of us.Haiz.

That's all lah.Feel so badddddd & sinful right now haiz.May is reached..so soon..1month more & half of the year is passed.. Sigh..

Happy 4monthsary too <3

Tonight I Celebrate My Love For You

2011-05-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

2011-05-01T10:34:00.001+08:00

2011-04-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

2011-04-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

LEARN.2.SMILE.2.YOURSELF

2011-04-22T22:24:00.001+08:00

FML.Why many things anythings go towards me.Why.?!!!
Damn shit.Haiz.

Life suck.FML.

I Look To Me, I Look To You

2011-04-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

This lady, Whitney Houston, was once the greatest diva on earth with one of the biggest voice I've ever heard. She had had a great fall, when she and her ex-husband, Bobby Brown were polluted by drugs, she lost her image, she lost her status and everything in the entertainment arena, and of course, she lost her golden voice due to her vocal chords being heavily wounded by the drugs.

After being detached from the stage and microphone for so many years, she, being inspired by her daughter to continue the fight, standing up on her feet once again, Whitney is back.

This is the song of her new album...I Look To You...

Now, read the lyrics and understand it...

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you

Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me!

She still can sing, she has lost her vocal range though. She can't sing high notes anymore. Whatever it is, it is a very good start for her, although she begins with nothing.

Guys, don't fret, we are still doing fine, it's just that we cannot do what we expect ourselves to do, so we fret, and we spoil our own days, and we doubt our own abilities.

People....BE TOUGH, HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH, SHINE EVERYDAY, especially you... =)

love you always...

From J

2011-04-18T20:17:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with meeee ? :'( Find no motivation to study Haiz. SOS!!!
Feeeel so sinful. HAIZZZZZ.

This thursday will be Maths test ady! Omg wtf?!!!

Help hElp heLp helP :/

2011-04-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

Great Thursday.

2011-04-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today is really much better than previous days.Can smile widely lol

I suppose to have my class from 8oclock in the morning till 530 in the afternoon.But it was sooo great that 2pm class had cancelled,so class was just started from 8 to 10am in the morning! Wth. And then is time to drive back home again! Damn happy! Woohoo.

Therefore I make myself to enjoy my thursday hoho.Is rarely to have this kind of day.Somemore previously I was so emo freak.Soooo freaking bad luck & in chinese is just like " 一波未平一波又起".So sad.

I plan to go Qbay alone after 10am.But the chances of being broke is so highhhh :( I need cash badly :'( So finally I did not make my plan to Qb.

I know I couldn't resist of many things if I shop alone.Really.I need people to tell me " don't buy don't buy ". But sometimes I hope people to tell me " buy lah buy lah!" Lol.

Bought 3 of these from Nichi & they cost me so cheap! wth so happy! They cost me not more than Rm30! Hoho :D But I missed another one at Esprit :( Sad lah.

Today is really much better! yeay.And JieFu bought us durians! Hoho! :D

I feel like quite lenggang & stress-free for the whole day.Not even doing my revision until 8+ oclock.After one statistic ques & I come to here.Lol.

I can't always so lenggang anymore.Can but not often.Lol.

:)

Emo post

2011-04-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

Nowadays,my life my day my time are so emo.Feel so sad & feel like crying.Haizzz.FML.

It's saturday & weekend is always the best.It's already afternoon now but I can't really study much,I find no motivation,haiz.

I had nearly spoiled my phone in the past few days.I was so emo freak for the entire day!Wtf.

Ok,I have officially started my new study life in a new environment about 2weeks.

I have to drive to & fro to campus every monday to friday.It's not a problem for me to drive,but is the problem for me to find a parking place at campus.Well,my car was scratched twice.It's definitely sad & guilty.FML.

Everytime I managed to have some time after I parked my car & I was sitting at my car for a moment & the feeling was like so reluctant to start my class.I mean EVERYDAY.

All of my classes almost dismiss in the evening at 6pm & 7pm everyday.What the heck is it.Is so tiring to travel back & face traffic jam esp Friday.Friday is suck.

I was like mentally & physically exhausted after reached home.I can't even have my revision & study everyday at home.Is damn fatigue.

I still left a lot of stuffs & studies to settle but I find no motivation to start them now.Sigh :'( I'm not actually regret to continue my study life.Just it make me take some time to adapt everything in a new environment.It's really not that easy & smoothly as I thought before.Haizzzzzzz.

And now,so miss my high school days esp form3 & form5.I miss those guys can be so humour & talk all nonsense jokes everyday.It's just always laugh everyday in the class & keep playing truant during high school :(

I'm now so looking forward to his sem break in May.He did so much to cheer me whenever I'm down.That's the only thing I can calm & switch my mood better.

HAIZZZZZ.Tell me how to manage my thing in a correct way? Tell me how to solve all of
my problems in a correct way? Tell me how to think & live in a correct way?

Last idle day

2011-03-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

Ou.My idle days are going to the end.So fast.

Flashing back what I did since the end of spm until today,27march.
Doing maid,going out,finding jobS,movie days,learning car,Pps,reading,working for actually less than 1month(Haha,Of course the salary is so less la),big ill and?
Finally results.

Luckily I won't find it meaningless by doing nothing or just keep going out by using parents' money.

Well,I can't say I scored excellent results.
At least I feeeeeel really glad for the decision I made for my further study.I din't apply matrix & of course my results memang tak layak memohon JPA la.
I really hate M'sian studies & dislike M'sia's education system.Malaysia ma -.-
So I wont make myself into it & of course Form6.

What & where I'm going to read is actually decided...I think during January.
And actually I really wanna start my study life during January but just because I can't drive yet and still got some problems with family & others.

But really thanks to bf,for telling & teaching me many things about studies & always help me to think the ways to solve my problemS.Otherwise I really collapse.

And also Eugene & Lyon.We went to yamcha & randomly talked about studies things again.
Sometimes I rather like to yamcha & talk about some " useful" things,for the sake of..getting more knowledge for yourself.And after that you will like learn a lot of things in a day.I'm really quite enjoy about that.
Of course not always use the free time to shopping & gossip.

So soon,going to start my class tomorrow.Actually it's quite late.End of the month already! Ish.
And sometimes need to study during saturday.Faint.zzzzzzz.
I packed my bag.Woohoo.My new puma purple bag with two new lil keychains.So,I'm getting a lil bit of excited haha.
I can't use my new starbucks tumbler yet,because it's at PV12,setapak,KL.Wahahaha.
If I can use it tmr,I think almost many things of tmr will be quite NEW.Hehe
Ou,not to forget,my new Lappie.woohoo.

We will always having obstacles when we wanna decide something,do something,solve something & etc.
No matter what problems you're having,how difficult your problems are,they could still being solved if you got the determination.Because..this few months I really faced a lot of different problems until today.. I feel much relief because I know.. all is well.Haha.

Goodluck & thanks for those gatherings.

Tomorrow

2011-03-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

Haizzzzzzzz,I feel sssssoooooooo chaos right now :'(

My mind is keep thinking the same question: " WHAT IF.....WHAT IF..... " Haiz.

Time flies! Can't believe tomorrow is coming! wtfuck.
Separated 2years after PMR results,and now the feelings backed!!!
How come???!!!
Thou Nasi sudah menjadi bubur.zzzzzzzz.

The time is getting nearer & nearer,how could you ask me not to be so tension?
I cant,definitely cant.

I think about those relatives.
I think about those parents' friends.
I think about other friends.
That could be a kind of reason I feel anxious.

I aint no confidence lor.Really.
My confidence lost when I still can recall those paperS.
My Chinese,my physics,my bio & my chemistry.Omg.

And why clb has those rules for candidates to go back? Ish.

How can I drive safely to Clb with anxious mood?

Kin Cheong..

I feel this way.

2011-03-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

I saw something,that make me feel hurt.
Consequently,I feel sad.
Meanwhile,I feel deeply dissapointed.
While last,I feel it numbs.
What to do then.?

Tomorrow,tomorrow & tomorrow,life brief candle..?
Haizzz.Now only I'm getting anxious & nervous when my mind is keep thinking of tomorrow,tomorrow & tomorrow.
Well,the days are getting nearer & nearer but,what to do then.?

Previously.

2011-03-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Parents were coming back from vacation this morning~ Whooots~ :D

Facebook is freaking slow & lag,wth.Sometimes could get TL of it when my patience reaches the limit.Hopefully msn,blogger,youtube & others are still remain the same or else I'm gonna fall asleep while waiting it for browsing,ish.

FINALLY had settled down a part of my studies stuff. *Half-relief*
Waiting for enrolment & get the time table for another moment.Is damn late to start the class due to SPM results.wtf.Everything is delayed delayed delayed~~
However,is quite looking forward :D Pray for going smoothly. *Excited*

The rest of time after registration was at Gurney! Woohoo.

Yummy yummy mash potato! Btw,I would like to say,appreciate your sister if she's really treat you well & care of you much! <3

My buddy backed from Ns & successfully gave her a birthday surprise yesterday *Wink*
But sometimes is headache to plan a surprise,lol.
After that? Qbay mall.Wheeee*** I had craved for shopping so so so much.
Lots of stuff to prepare,to buy..........for college.

This was mine@KimGary. Yummy yummy again! Hoho.

We met Ah Jac...lyn~ who also backed from Ns :D

Is all about foods~~~ Haha.I'm always the one who crave for foods but SCARE to gain my weight.wtf.

Finally I get myself a Puma bag for college & money was just flied awayyyyyyyy :/ Heartache lor.Haizzz.

The main target for shop the whole mall was to get myself a bag,yes I did & I think I shouldn't feel cake sim lor.Somemore the bag is Purple one!Hoho,well, is really just coincidence,not purposely look for purple bag & actually I was looking for Brown colour bag.

Got myself a pair of shoe.Heart lagi ache since money flied away again.
And become the one who spent & bought alot among them.Sighhhhh.

Guess what? I met Sky at Jco.HAHA! Still thought I recognised the wrong person.He was with "somebody" HOHO.Nowadays there are MANY " guong tao lou " & all just look about the same! Could get confuse anytime.

I met Benny too! :D

Kind of idle now.
Hope to make good use of the days before college.

Untitled.

2011-03-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today's line is so slow & I got the mood to blog.But,I don't know what or how to blog,like so many things yet I don't know where to start. Haizzzzz.

Now is the 2nd weeks of march.Mr Time is always so fast.Haizzz.Feel like many things to settle,many people to gather & somemore? I don't know.. Parents was going to China for Vacation for 10days & left me with my sister. I miss them.

Fortunately I lulus my car test in the 1st time BUT I fall a big ill for almost 9days.Wth.I had my most bitter experience.Seek for 4doctors,get an injection & being abused.Those moment was so suffer,worries & feel like dying :/ So emo. Also,I quited my job because of this.

I'm jobless & feel much relaxing now as I have plenty of time to do my things.I start to drive as I can.My sister,mum & also my bf was my faithful driving sifu in the begining.Haha.But now I'm always alone at home & force to drive my own without them & so glad I feel is much stable after some time.Yeay :D

Well,we went back to clb for principle's retirement yesterday.He's indeed a good principle & students are really show respect to him.Somehow,he is so friendly & even know to joke with us yesterday.So glad that he's still remember my dad is his old friend :) Really do miss you,sir.

It makes me miss my High School Days so so so much.Esp my form3 & form5.Haizzz.Wish to turn back the time :'(

The day of 11march is so black & miserable to many of us.Life is so precious & unpredictable.Sighhhh.Drive safely..Accident can kill.

They look like candles right? Bought from India & costed so so so cheap after converting from Rupia to RM :) They were gift from my art teacher.Is quite happy to pay her a visit,I think she felt that too :D

Ok,I wish the time flies slower & have more time before I start my college.I don't wanna waste my time & my day. And now,I feel so scare & anxious about 23march.The confirmed-date of releasing results.Emo.

V's Day

2011-02-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hi people.

" The deepest,most satisfying relationships are the ones where both people want to keep envolving & growing with each other.It may tale more effort,but the results are priceless. "

This is what I found on Star newspapers yesterday & I found it is right.

To those who are single,enjoy your free life as long as you can.Previously I was quite enjoy my single life haha.In chinese,I like to say " 随缘 "
To those who are not single,stay sweet & happy :)

Happy Valentines Day to all & my dear ♥

1st Feb

2011-02-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st monthsary <3 Thanks for your macbook or else we wont have 90 photoSS & plus those in my camera ^^ I’m really appreciate & enjoy every single day you spend with me.Wish you’re same as me.. Somehow,is always happy to see you back to hometown but is sad to see you back from hometown again.. =/ Happiest moment always flies so so so fast..

There are STILL many many many days for us to go through together.Don’t lose to ldr yea k?Other people can,we also can.Should thanks God for giving us a smooth outing EVERYTIME as we always planned them under pressure.We get for what we desparate too :) Thanks for your everythingSSS yea Dd.

Last but not least,Gong Xi Fa Cai & Happy Chinese New Year. Haha

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

To You

2011-01-03T16:46:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Hmm,feel like lil bit of pressure when expose to the public.Lol.But I don't feel like want to lose you after viewing your blog :p

The first time I viewed your blog,kinda shocked.For the second time I read,I feel touched.Lol.

My brain is quite blank now & feel like not much ideas to blog because that is too many things to share! As you said,it just like don't know-how-to-say.

For half of the year,2010,for it is not officially yet,we built up & went through alot.Thanks for everythings.I cherished every single thing & every moment.

For the 1st of Jan 2011,quite finally it is officially,we need to go through together in another new year k?

I'll pay the same effort to you too,100%.I really do hope you can accept my effort too.If you think your effort is so minute,or even counted in micro-Joules or nano-Joules,then my effort may counted in pico-Joules. Haha. So you dont worry too much ok?

You are just like giving me your helping hands anytime when I need it,I meant really.If not,I had collapsed long time ago.Another good thing is,we got non-stop topics to chat :D

Maybe we had really immuned by LDR,but sometimes I was horrified by my futher study.Because Im so scare the distance is getting longer or farer in the future :( Sounds depress huh? Maybe I over planned ady. Lol. Ok la, All is well~~ :)

You gave me a good start of 2011/1/1.About the advices of my futher study,I think it could be the 1st thing we went through in 1stJan,agree?What you helped is too much to list down.Lol. Thanks for your everythings.

From viewing those photoSSS,really too much of memories.Lol.

Thou I'm still feeling insecure in the year of 2011,but I think this feeling wont last for so long la.I can cope it or we can overcome it together.Enhance our life in 2011^^

ily.

蓦然回首

2010-12-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

我又回来练习打字了.嗯,我很高兴,因为他们都看了我前一篇的文章.

2010太快了,很惊人.大家似乎都有岁末报告,蓦然回首,肯定记不起所有事情.我很侥幸,2010似乎比2009来的比较好些些.真的.所以,有不舍的感觉.

2010,我结束了高中生活,最后一年,保留在A4.我很侥幸.
我很侥幸,这班显然与去年的A4差异很大.宫心计少了些,欢乐多很多!
我很侥幸,遇上Lady Gaga当我们的级任.
我很侥幸,离开了一些不值得纪念的老师.
我很侥幸,今年拍了好多生活照.
我很侥幸,我离开了制服团体和学会,我很讨厌那些宫心计的人.
我很侥幸,我考完了SPM.我尽力了(也是读到半死,LOL),但依然有些不满意.
我很侥幸,我离开了那种经常塞头发既提心吊胆的生活.
我很侥幸,我很开心的度过17岁.
我很侥幸,我买到了新相机
我很侥幸,我没有念头想换新电话
我很侥幸,我的朋友,甚至好朋友,依然在这世界上.
我很侥幸,我对王力宏的爱至死不渝
我很侥幸,我还有家人.
我很侥幸,我遇到对的人.
谢天谢地.

我很不幸,遇上了那些干扰我私生活的人
我很不幸,今年跟家人相处的时间,好像不多
我很伤心,无法与家人去旅行,即使是逛逛街.
我很遗憾,毕业当天,还是无法与一些朋友合照.
我很失败,总是无法克服压力
我很失败,成绩不能更上一层楼
我很失败,总是觉得自己给人添了很多麻烦
我很不幸,一些事,我现在真的记不起来了... 唉.
谢天谢地,不然我的生活可能还会更狼狈

刚开始的2010,我记得,发生了龙舟事件,我就一直觉得虎年好像很不吉利
可是,也不怎么差.就这样2011了,太快了!
所谓人生处处有烦恼,我真的对2011有着一点不安的感觉
我很茫然自己的未来,真的很茫然,很害怕.
我很向往18岁的生活,会是怎样
我很希望自己可以再瘦下来
头发可以快点长
美丽一点点也好(好像很geli是不是)
行为举止再成熟也好
考到P
赚一些钱买自己想要的东西
开始新的求学生活
认识新的朋友
和家人出去的时间可以更多
SPM成绩不要太烂
中小学朋友不可以失去联络
家人平安

我好像很贪心.

好的回忆是会记的比较清晰,不好的请慢慢忘记,真正的忘记,是不需要时间的,虽然英文我们都说forgive but not forget.

所以,为了理想,好好的计划,奋斗吧.至少不会留下太多遗憾,因为我很不喜欢说"后悔"这两个字.
我会尽快把现在这种不安的感觉赶走.
因为我是.王太. 虽然我不是万能的. LOL

NS, but not me haha.

2010-12-30T20:51:00.001+08:00

I wonder this post consider as early or late? Cause I thought of my leaving-soon Ns friends.

You are my shopping company.We shop for nonstop without taking any photos & make good use of the time we have.Haha.We eat alot,shop alot & spend alot.Lol.The last few day at Qb really made me spent about RM200+ but quite happy sometimes haha.Will do miss you alot,i meant really.Lol.Remember this photo taken at my study room?Luckily you get out on 13March,celebrate your 18 with you on 2011 =) And really hope I can visit you at Kulim but just dont know when your family will go.

Bibi Tang.You are my high school partner during recess & assembly.We are primary friend too!Haha.You will give me ur advices & helping hand whenever I was in trouble.Thanks so much.We less contact by msn,sms or fb too.After high school,dont lost contact k.

KRS Naib pengerusi,LPPSS pengerusi.So geng hor you.You are counted as my goodf,keep making me laugh & sometimes quite tired to talk with you.Keep saying you cant finish study,keep saying you will drop class.Nah,still everyear at A2.Every saturday sit beside me during Calvin tuition,keep talking & taking photo only.When the time you regret only you tell me that you will pay attention next week,but you always fail to make it la for the 2 years of Calvin tuition!You see la you.Haha.

Raymond Lim!Do you still remember you got such photo?Haha!So glad your kem is at Kulim.I'll quite miss you everytime you absent to school haha.You are so intelligient la,always flying colours in all 10 subjects esp physics! KLM love you the most ^^ She loves to scold us besides you.And so good you're not selfish at all for teaching other people.

This fellow very annoying.Lol.You know I hate people to say any bad things about LeeHom & you purposely like to do that.PURPOSELY.Think of your face really geram.Ask you for breakfast but you reached when we finished ady -.- I still remember you like to swtich off the fans suddenly & tell us there was no current.Celaka.But cant admit your jokes very pro lo,we only can "LOL" when those jokes were came out from your mouth.

Haha Sky.You're the last,shocked? Appologise 1st,cause I steal your profile pic.At least I remember you are one of my friend who are going to Ns soon & sorry as I canceled that outing.We'll meet again la,sorry sorry.And you're a nice & smart friend too.Really one.Haha.

I cant recall who I know is off to Ns soon besides 6 of the close friends above.Take Care esp for girls.All the best and Happy 2011 soon! Haha!
Okla,Byes.

2010-12-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people.

Previous post was 1month ago & SPM not even start yet.Lol.Can you see beside the chatbox,got a girl named " hueywen" ask me to update?Kla,I update lo (sounds reluctant hor) haha! Now only the 2nd weeks after Spm,I don't have any special story besides outings,thus i left blogger untouched.

And the photo took on 14/12,finished last paper.My mum is going to send my uniform to tzu chi & till now I still haven't tidy my books.Haha.And finally I got my own Canon but aint DSLR la,so I think there will be lot of photos to share.Yeah.Lol.

I cant feel bored yet as my days was just passed with some outings.Besides outings & since I'll be alone at home during weekdays,I sleep till around 11am or 12pm & wake up to do housechores,start pps,more active on Fb & other things I plan to do.Heh.Ahem,people had chased so many drama in the whole year & now only I finished my 1st drama k.I feel rather proud wor,cause I insist not to chase ANY dramaS before SPM.I can do it wor,geng hor.Lol

Ok,FINALLY I went to KPP this morning.And what the heck,I wonder why the MALAY speaker need quite Zhen1 Dui4 me & asked me this & that.I swear to the bulb,I not even close my EYES during the course & he told people I slept & dint listen to him.Fuck.I not even know you & any offence I did? Fuck. Well,of course I dint show him my behsyok face & I stay so calm ok.He asked me anything,I not even want to answer him even I know the answer. I tot I can no longer hate afew teacher after leaving CLB,but now.WTH.

During the breaks,those Malay students smoked beside the toilet.Hello.I cant understand why LAST LAST TIME Nabi Muhammad menyebarkan Islam dengan begitu Mulia & now they were still Islam religion & so brainless.After lunch time,there was one chinese girl lost her cellphone.And of course we guess should be stolen by those brainless Malay.Jiak Sai( Ps lo,getting furious ma-.-)

Luckily my mood is not totally spoil today.But I'm so dilemma for when should I have my KPP test.Sighhh..Ns first batch is too early lah,so hard to make gathering & outing.WTF.But now!When I start to think I can celebrate my xmas eve tomorrow with ...,ahem,I feel so great! Yeah! Can you see this? Haha!

We love SEPIA! HAHA!

Haha.I wonder why I so LIKE this photo ^^

It may more photos to share next.?Haa.I hope to chill&lazy more in December with target-less since I had out of stress & tension.During January 2011,I hope I can do something.IWANTTOGETCARLESSEN,SWIM,EXERSICE,EARN $,SHOP CLOTHES and... I'm started to afraid of my KPP test again. WTFuck.

OK,ISTOPATHERE.

便利贴

2010-11-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

最近发现便利贴其实很好用..但是..似乎不是那么的环保..顿时想起<<命中注定我爱你>>这部偶像剧.

缤纷色彩,其实这样看似很有冲刺感..

屈指一算,离自由的日子不远了,但这表示离煎熬的日子更加更加的不远..我竟然还在这里,成合体统...?! 唉,真的是..问君能有几多愁,恰似一江春水向东流..

唉,日子怎么煎熬还是要过,搞得我神经质,情绪波动很大,虽然我知道书是读不完的..

千百年用一次华文,才发现华文真的烂透了,要是华文上车,我就掛了..

其实我开始很想念大家,最后一天竟然这样就过了?难得一见,今天竟是我第的一天,在11月份里名正言顺的换上蓝裙白衣去学校..真爱校.唉,再这样用华文说下去,没人看懂了..所以,预祝各位考生,考到会飞的颜色(Flying colour) 哈.

2010-11-09T11:40:00.000+08:00

Hi,I have the urge to blog now.

I never turn on my pc at this time.Nonetheless,I feel so stress again.I mean really.Only 14 days to go,I know,everyone is stressed.People around is striving.The more I strive,the more I feel stress & tired.The more I feel tired,I feel like giving up.How tension,how fret.

I cant fully concentrate.How sad.I know,I have to get used to stress.When those people are at the U now,will think that SPM is nothing for us to stress,they will say " You come to study mine at U,u will only know what is the stressness."

Well,there are different kind & degree of stressness ok.Just we experience the stressness at different stages at different moment in our life,so please dont splash the cold water to me.Even an adult or old people also can feel their stressness for their own things.

I know,I have to go through myself,I have to be tough,but I cant avoid myself for being stressed,do you understand..Damn pessimistic right now.

I'm just trying to build up my confidence.I want to go to the seaside,but I cant drive.I miss the aroma of coffee at Starbucks which can keep me awake,but I cant drive.I want to have some choco,but my cadbury choco is about to finish.I feel like want to get a warm hug.I feel like want to get some encouragement,inspire & motivations. Say jiayou to me, say goodluck to me, you will get a wonderful life. Lol.

The big crab,I know I should'nt count on you everytime.You got your stuff & I know you are pressure like me too.I learn to be tough.I will stay along to go through your difficulties too!Yet,dont worry me ;)

Sorry,I know Im really anoooying.I miss Leehom.I need to off,I feel so sinful.Zai4 Jian4.

Are you sure you are going to read till the end?

2010-10-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Ahh.Clb's 20th graduation ceremony fall on 29Oct,means today la.Fine,people around seem got the same feelings during the graduation eve & graduation,unlike me.My feelings are so " si shua". ( in hokkien)

1.People around were crapping about the feelings during the graduation eve at the Fb status,such as "ahh,Im so she bu de", "ahh,so fast Bi Ye ady". Anytime clicked at the home page,you wont missed out anyone.But how ah,I kept asking why I still tak perasan & excited more.

2.I felt good early in the morning,because this is the 1stime we can gather ourselves to have dim sum at chao quan & also since I used to have my breakfast fully every morning before I go to school.Ahh,1stime I sacrificed & woke up at 530am.Reached there punctually at 630 & so on there was full of CLB students. Well, I hope this weren't the lastime we gathered like that.

3.I felt not so good after reaching the school & realised my camera did not function that well.For me,I dislike at all,but how ahh? Damn grief ah.. =/

4.I felt not so good after entering the hall,so hot even though those aircon was switched on.We all were so sleepy when the VVIP had their speech.But actually those VVIP reached the hall so punctually,10am!

5.I felt nothing special when singing our graduation song,just random like the cooperation among all of us,since we thought there are some of those " kiam pak " guys simply sing the song but eventually they were so " sang seng" ( in cantonese).Few people were crying XD, of course not me. Haa. But I still got lil bit of touched la & esp the LAST LAST time I sang 吾爱吾钟灵 ;(

6.Ahh,I felt my high-ness gained slowly after the ceremony ended.A part of us,5SA4 so high when going up the stage to take alot of different silly photos.Haa.After that time left only Me & Hw were searching people around us to take alot of photos by using her canon =) Whee. Thanks girl!

7.I felt my high-ness maintained after we rushing to go Man Man Feng to have our lunch & SeeCaiYin was waiting 2 of us.Lol.We chat for not too long since SCY have to rush to her seminar at 2pm.But better than none,this kind of gathering is quite important for us to maintain our friendship.

8.I felt nothing special again & 2 of us backed to school to have some photo shooting again.Finally I reached home at 3pm.Fucking exhausted.

9.Shit.I felt quite down after reaching home.Im not down for graduation.They were crapping about the sadness of graduation again at the Fb status,but then why I cant feel sad for graduate,oh my holymama, they made me feel like Im so abnormal u know. Why ah why ah.Tell me why.I cant feel any sadness for the separation of my beloved friends & best friends yet,cause i think we still can meet each other until the last day of spm.

Besides,I feel down for cant entirely take photo with all my friends around,some included my ex deskmate & classmate,my upper6 seniors,my Form 3&4 juniors,my best buddies from primary till now & etc. How ah, seem like no chance ady. Sad ahhhh =(

10.Lastly,I felt not that good when I saw my looked is damn suck,almost in all photos.I said suck means really suck ok,not actually I looked pretty & pretend to say myself ugly.

Ahhh,at least blogging make myself fely better.And this post like quite long without photo, i bet no people will read until the end. Xp

Haa.Goodbye my love.Lmao.Once chung ling,4ever chung ling la.I love all of you,my friends.I miss you all & love you guys ok..Keep in touch & dont forget, Spm is still behind us ok! Jiayou! Plus 1 kiss kiss,muax.Haa.Byes..

2010-10-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hi,everyone is saying about 101010 today.Maybe it sounds unique but it is rather a complicated feeling to me throughout the day.Aches everywhere of my body,I can't even concentrate in studies for the whole day.Damn pathetic.

Two days before after schooling,I rushed to BM Jusco with Ct.It is such a funny decision because we want to eat the Taiwanise foods,ShiLin which only available at there & Penang,not the purpose of shopping or movie.

Food is awesome.We enjoyed those exotic foods.Lol.We love to have their XXL fried chicken chop & crispy chicken roll.

How do you feel about this after you saw?Lol.We did not have this that day.This was the rice box I tried one year before at Qbay.

Since our stomach weren't satisfy,therefore we hunted for foods again :)

Wth.We love this Chicken cronis.

So I think you know where was it. Lol.

Those photos which cant entirely see my face were the best.Haa.

We finished our meal about 5something & finally we felt full.Lol.We were cheered up by foods.Not a bad thing.

I don't know how to end up my post.Feel so chaos & blur blur blur...
Byes.

2010-10-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back again.My blog is always untitle.Lol.Today is holiday for my class due to PMR.I had a nice day,thanks^^

I had used iPhone4 for a moment just now.It makes me feel my cell phone is so cheap & my knowledge about such things is so noob.I want CASH.But I'm not that eager to have it yet.Hahas.

I often feel so worries & fret before the releasing of results.Fine,I have to blame myself for being so pessimistic.What we worried for the exam is because we worried for the results.If you only have your exam but without getting any results,there will be totally no tension for those who sit for exam.I hate M'sia's education system.

Its quite a long time I never take any photo of myself.I ain't mean self-capture la tolong.Self-capture is my biggest weakness for being a Lady.Lol.So,I rarely rarely self-capture.

It had been 1month+ before of this photo,when I was taking part in 30famine camp & starve for 30 hours.Lol.I love this the most.

I still have to face the fact la tomorrow though I can sense I'll be upset for tmr.Lol.Byes.

2010-10-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hi,I miss my blog.

Previous article showed 1Augest.But then today is 1st of Oct,which mean my blog is dead for exactly 2months.My blog is going to alive now.But i guess here have no more readers ady.Lol.

The time fliessss.I had just finished my sucking trial exam.I wonder how good or bad I did for my trial.During those days,my mood is so unstable & my feelings were so chaos every single moment.I keep feeling stress,tension,worries,worn-out & something else.I had to pass those days with chicken essence.Otherwise,I couldn't stay awake although I was not really burned the midnight oil.

I had forgotten since when I was so stressing myself.My parents & I had used to this condition.Just I don't know how to alleviate it.I have not much confidence to myself.Besides,I feel this kind of emotion keep troubling those people who care for me.They may frustrated of me.And actually I had quite a long time couldn't sleep & eat well.In short,my mood is freaking chaos.

This longlasting days were kinda pekcek too.Always pek till the max.I wonder how could the coming of real major SPM exam.And I just heard the date of finishing SPM like delayed from14Dec to 20Dec.If it is real,then really WTF.

But Im alright now la.Though I still have to keep striving for the last exam.Neverthesless,I rather chill & relax first la.Because in chinese we said " 休息是为了走更长远的路" Lol. And I isn't emo now ok.

Thanks for those friends who cheer me up in the exam as my hands went COLD every morning before the paper started. Siao eh. I also dont know why.Lol.And I hope I can spend more time with my family & esp after SPM. I wish I can often laugh like that la.*Wahahahaha*
.

To The Big One:
I really couldn't express my feeling for what I saw in your blog.I felt indeed touched,surprised & shocked by you.I think you helped me is more than I helped you.I scare if I had really troubled you.Without you aside during those days,I think I'll collapse.It doesn't matter for a distance.Thanks for being along with me T.T .Hope there will be a chance to meet.Thousands thankSS~~~ P/s.Tell me if you see this k huh?

I wish I can often visit my blog.LOL.Byes.

Byes July

2010-08-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

Drew by my another crabby? Lol

My delighted July is passed.So quick.Seriously sigh..

Just having a sudden feeling of emo now.Physically & mentally are having sort of worries,tension,fatigue,depresses.

August symbolize the coming of the 2 major exams.It makes me recall how much the time I used for everything in July.I don't know how much the time I wasted for nonsense.I don't know how much the time I dreamed.The most important is I don't know how much the time I did for my studies.I wonder whether it could paid off.I'm always feel so helpless.

Life is always full of difficulties.I don't wish to have any other nonsense things to bother me anymore besides studies.

I'm quite pleasant to have this photo.I seldom smile by showing my tooth obviously when taking photos.I think that time I was really smiled naturally from my heart & looked nice! LOL Maybe I was happy that time and I just used it as my profile picture in FB for a few hours only during yesterday night.

I still remember it took on 16th July.Few days ago after World Cup had entirely ended.Thanks to Vicky.However,there wasn't my class.The trophy & flags weren't belong to me too.I don't know what is the material that used to make the trophy,was super duper heavy.All of these brought by PC.The main purpose he took was just showed off to us.Lol.He was always so proud & like to act as an Octopus.He has many patterns one.

Btw,I'm not Miss Spain.I'm neutral for the final match because I hoped for Germany one.Lol.

I think there are more than enough.I shall stop here.
Good Nights.

又是他

2010-07-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

我这里应该很久没有留下华文的痕迹,最基本是因为爱上用英文,虽然英文水准不算上什么,还有的是因为电脑不能用华文.

可是这次我觉得我有必要用华文.

是喜事.
那天我想应该是我人生第一次可以在华文作文得到最高的分数.虽然只是纯粹在班上写了就交的作文.当然我希望这不是最后一次,尤其是在SPM.

想起来也不是因为高分而兴奋,是因为那个题目是＂我的最爱＂.然后全篇都是写我最爱的王力宏。你们不知道我写得多爽多痛快.况且还来不及交.然后董姐分回来后,留下了我爱看的留言在我的那篇作文,她写着：

"能赤裸裸的表达出自己的内心话,让我深信望力宏是你的最爱!把心里话抒发出来就是创作,希望你好好的抓住这一点!再努力!"

啊。我好喜欢她对我说的赤裸裸.真好的一个赤裸裸.

我不是要show off,只是纯粹想表达那种喜悦.我最好的朋友,朋友.和即使是和我刚认识的朋友,都知道我对王力宏的爱慕可以说是往往超乎你们想象的,也应该算走火了.我也不知道他的魔力如此大,大得我要挡也挡不住.

还有件事,我不知道你们晓得他有facebook的ok.就是这个. CLICK HERE

而且，而且，这是他本尊说的，你们看好。
＂王力宏臉書六十萬大軍粉絲照過來！
王力宏將在FACEBOOK｢本尊｣現身，7/23(五)晚上十一點半與全球六十萬個粉絲有約，常上臉書的王力宏首次要和網友互動聊天，喜愛力宏的粉絲可不要錯過哦＂

我承认当时我也是看傻眼,但只是那几秒.然后我HIGH翻天.我知道这样很sampat,但是我控制不了.

结果今天,才发现原来那么多人不相信,不相信就算了,因为他们不是他的fans,可是为什么要有那张不屑的脸,况且还是我的好朋友,而且那种表情想显示给我知道我很天真。啊，其娘之。

算了,我不应该怪他们,也失去耐心解释.我知道我算是太激怒,所以我又来blogging.我是绝对没有那个必要去撒这个谎来骗你们

" I'm reading all your comments...please tell me what you think of the new song! I'm here online... 我在看你們的留言，請告訴我你們覺得新歌怎麼樣？我還在線上。。。"

看到这个,很欣慰.意思是说他也有看到我的啦.?? LOL

我发完牢骚了.真棒.

July Delight

2010-07-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

I love to blog,esp for an event in my life or to express my chaos moods anytime.But I don't think I can blog frequently.

Flashing back the last weekend.

It was a conical flask & the drink tasted not bad.

We went for Clinic Restaurant by Ct's car.We were her 1st passengers & thanks God we were safe.Lol.That day was a public holiday so we did not head to Penang,there will be packed.Normally we'll celebrate birthday at Penang,nonetheless,for my birthday,it always not a suitable time to go over there.

Can you spot the nurse behind?

I was just fooling around because the food not so suit for me & we just decided to have an experience there.Well,the food & prices were acceptable.But I felt the restaurant is quite narrow.

Actually we just planned for food whole day.Haha.We went to Secret Recipe.The atmosphere was more peaceful & cosy compared to the Clinic.I wonder why too.And the main purpose was to fill my stomach since I wasn't like having my lunch at all at Clinic.

I was so satisfied with the meal at Secret Recipe although I was so full at last =p Yummy yummy.Because food is one of the way to cheer up someone,esp me.Lol.Therefore we decided to go Sunway to have a random walk,so it can help us to digest.Lol.

I met 1 of my sweet member & she was shocked because she said she was picking a gift for me at that time.Haha.Of course I was touched.

She is the another.Still left an only boy member I dint meet.I have a good & strong relationship with 3 of them when I was their leader in the camp & now was a madam which retired soon.Lol.We had alots of great moment together.They are the only 3 juniors I dote on,miss them alots.

It was so excited though I losed it.

Another batch.We went to winter warmer since the cinema was thronged.

Dad went out that time ;(

I love this the most.But still left some of them who cant join =/

This was the special works of them.Lol.

I think there will be more photos at Fb.

I wonder should I feel proud as the final world cup fall on my day too.There are alots of those male friends asked me to make a wish for them so the team can win & all of them were supporting spain while I'm neutral.Because Germany losed ady =( Somemore there were someone asked me to take off my orange shirt,because they thought I was Holland's supporter.Swt.

To my surprise,I need to thanks all of them who sent me their blessings & regards.No matter phone callings,textings or Fb.Somemore there were double wishes which not only in Fb but also texting or phone call at the same time in the same person.Specially thanks TS for the triple wishes =) Touched me alots.Thanks for the 2 person who sent their wishes to me at 950 am in the morning.Because I was born at that time. Wink**

Birthday had indeed make me to get closer with many friends,esp old friends or some friends which are less keep in touch.Yesh,finally I'm 17.But actually I'm more looking & hoping for being 18.Hahas.Maybe when I reached 18,I hope for being younger than 18 better.Lol.Quite ambivalent.

Another thing was,I played truant the next day.So blur.I'm so glad because LeeHom released his new song on that day too.I think most of you know the song & eventually it mesmerized me.Hoho

I think it came to quite a long post.I shall stop otherwise it cant finished.So,replace it on the next post because it still cant finish about flasing back the last weekend! Omg!

Although it wasn't an awesome birthday for me,but it was quite decent.Sometimes we need to be satisfy for what we had by not demanding too much.

Thanks once again!

Random

2010-07-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

July reached.So quick.

Of course I'm hoping for a delight July since it is my month.Yeah.But everyone is getting busy,therefore I dint expect too much of it.

I wish everything is going well though my recent days are really filled with few obstacles to make me become =( , wish they can be solved.

At the same time,the reached of July symbolized the coming of the major exam.Sigh..

As it is just a random,so I think there is more than enough.

Bye Bye

2010-06-20T15:58:00.000+08:00

End of the June's holiday.Indescribable feelings now.Time is flying non-stop.Everything went back.Back to the normal & hectic life.

For the 2weeks of holidays,I was totally out of tension & stressful.Really glad.However,people said the happiest time always passes very quickly.I think most of the time I was just that kind of relax more than happy since I woke up automatically every single day.Haha.I love to sleep much.

But at least I was quite successfully to fulfil for what I want.And what I realize is,only yourself can fulfil for what you want.Finally I get for what I insist to have beside those 3things.Yeah.

Besides,I spent an uncountable time for sleeping & online-ing.Other than that,was money.I'm seriously broke now but I don't think I'm sad because of this.Haha.I'm still looking forward for the Canon camera.Lols.Money money =p

Luckily I dint spend for eating too much.Yeah.So great.But many people had durians,I'm not :(

I would be quite hard to make for an outing after today.Not my problem,is time.So I think I should satisfy for those time I was hanging out no matter I was with family or friends.

Actually I was just back from A team movie.Hoho.I catch up 3movies adi.Enjoy the satisfaction.

Count down for few hours.I'm quite nervous & worry for tmr.More or less there will be sorrow & stress.I'm easily to get these kind of feelings & I think those closer with me are used to see me that.I can only face the fact instead of I couldn't change anything.

Parents seem encounter few problems too.But I couldn't help anything.Sometimes are quite miserable to see they are like this & that.Esp my mum.She is a strong woman.I just got the thinking for want to protect her in this moment.

Life is hard.I just hope everything can go smoothly.Though there are difficulties,I wish I can get through all the time alone or together with others.

The time is showing 1040pm now.Don't know what is the mood for now.Quite complicated.

Bye Bye.

2010-06-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

I talk to nobody.So,blogging again.Never so often I update.

Today is Friday.I got a quite depressed Friday.The whole Friday.Argh.I also wonder why and whats wrong with me with that sudden.

I saw a lil something.Sigh.He is so " Jin Kak ". 奸男人. I was so stupid for being trust other's words.And finally hurted.

I like never smile for whole day.

2010-06-17T22:50:00.001+08:00

Quite a long queue at Qbay's cinema today.Luckily we were still able to watch this movie.It ate 2hours plus but its worth & wouldn't feel bored(For me la Lol).But actually Im quite dislike the uncomfortable sitting chair in GSC.

They should ask for prettier girl.Haha.Maybe that girl had a looked of Chinese people.Definitely the kid was not leng zai la.But he was cute & amuse & tough enough mah.

I had the urge to watch since there were lot of people recommended to me.Now is my turn to recommend.Haha.I really found it nice.Aren't you? Touched a lil part of it actually.For me la.Haha.

Started to get few of the recommendation of the movie A team.Including my dad.Look for it.I need more time.Sigh =(

Must go ahead for the movie.It wont cost you too much.Once in awhile.Enjoy yourself mah.Lol.Nights & byes.

I Need Them :(

2010-06-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

Blogging again.

Im not chasing any series to spend my holidays as it might cause me addicted to it.My mum is a chaser of Singapore's series and I was influenced by her too.I have done for Singapore Star Awards 2010.Not bad.Also,Im still admire Joanne Peh after watching Lil Nyonya and fortunately she won the best actress.Haha.Btw,Im still remain my passions to TVB and few of Taiwan's series.Lol.But glad Im not chasing anyone of them until now.What a successful news.

Im in need of many things.But seem failed to have them. Sigh :(

@ Watch
I need a new watch.Not the leather type.My watch was " Ga lik " with the white tile at school lab while doing the experiment.Is 48 hard to see the time.Somemore the watch is quite cacat & Im really uncomfortable without wearing a watch. Watch!

@ Umbrella
The Hang 10 umbrella which I bring to school everyday,spoil.The metal part.I plan to buy a new one with the brand of Geodarno.But i think the purple colour one had sold out :( I need to walk for a distance after schooling,where is the place my mum pick me up.And the sun during 1+pm & 2+pm is 48 hot.I turned super black before when took part in the stupid marching in the pastime.Now,I dont want to be that.

@ Electronic Dictionary
It is ver useful to me.The one Im using now is too cheap.Cheap until you cant find the word you want.wth.I wonder why my dad wasted his money to buy such a lousy one for me lastime & why dont he straights buy a useful one.And now,need to waste the money to buy a new one for me.Swt!

@ Camera
The Lumix brand camera get stolen by a brainless robber lastime.wtf.Though LeeHom is the spokesman of Nikon brand,but I prefer Canon.Dad also mentioned that Canon is a good brand of camera.But he went to purchase Nikon one! Kind of behsyok ><

@ Present for them
Sweetie Jzhen & Joanne,quite sorry for delaying the gift.I always think about it but Im helpless.Wonder why we are hard to have a celebration for our 4SA4 buddies this year.We started to busy and time was packed,hard to arrange a proper time.Really sorry.

So I also can sense my coming 17th birthday will quite..hmm..dont know lor.July adi.People are pia-ing for trial & spm though it is my last birthday in high school life.I still want to blow candles & make wishes & tear out the paper which wrap the gift & photos etc.Ps lor,I know Im greedy.But I just only hope for that.Hope only.No any offence gua ?

And still left for some lap lap zap zap things I need.Wth plus wtf.Head is spinning.zzz..I really need them.Helps..Helps..Sobs.Suddenly miss those laughing & " Zo Siao " sounds in the class.Sigh.

p/s: Im not entirely emo la. Just half of it. Lol.

=(

End of disaster

2010-06-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

This was count as the most recent photo though it was n-weeks before.I seldom have my self-capture photo since i'm not good on that and I prefer to capture by others.Lol.

Yeah.Home sweet home.Blogger sweet blogger.This is the first thing i do after swtich on the pc,not even msn.Haa.As i know i had invisible for quite a long time here.And so fast it was come to the 6th month of the year.Btw,tones of relievesssss after the disaster!

I was extremely mental fatigue.The exam was too bloody and cant imagine for the next trial exam.Really cant sleep well during the days though it was very tiring but lots of worries.I was totally tension and stressful since I had a nervous disposition once I borned.LoL.I know everyone were stressed but I was like having an unhealthy tension emontion.And consequently I make those around worried about me especially my mum.

And also the time table was so suck and rush.My cerebrum nearly to burst due to excessive insert of those things.Always cant finish before the night and make my eyes burst out an UNCOUNTABLE water which have a lil bit of salty.Lol.But I need to emphasise I'm not at the eleventh hour and Im not used to burn midnight oil too.

Well.That was just the end finally.I'm looking for my peaceful holidays.I plan to sleep until nobody knows.Haa.But cant left for those outings and movies and yummy foods.Hoho.Cant wait for it.Because the June holidays will be the last for us until the end of spm.Quite unfortunately to realise about it,well,fact is like that.

Last but not least,haa,Im seriously addicted to choco espcially during the days.Though I know it contains calories to gain fats.Lol.But is so sweet.

Damn miss blogger this moment.Haha.I not even msn and facebook untill now because nothing can more important than sleeping.Wahaha.Off to bed now.

Happy Holidays =p

2010-05-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

It had been 1 month+ I never blogging and never view others' blog since my recent lifes are nothing unique.It breaks my record.Lol.The first step of May.Happy Labour Day because it makes my two tuitions cancelled today.

We are nothing special.Besides of seriously non-stop making too much of noise,we are also special in zZz..

*Thats my umbrealla.

Finally,it become a part of my splendid memory with our " Lady Gaga " in my secondary life.Those photos indeed cheer me up whenever i'm emo or delight.And also my PMR life.Just the photos during Form3 weren't so many as this year.Only half month to go from now hence I learn to cherish everyone.

The life is indeed hectic and full of stressness now.Sometimes you can know its even hard to breath.I'm so desire to go to seaside.I missed lots of movies too.Sigh.. =/ But would like to thanks Des for those advices and hope I wont be too rely on you.Lol. * Specially thanks Lyon for the word " RELY" * =p

Yeah.Finally I done updated.

Ymei likes this ( from sandrock)

2010-03-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

__那三个字__

一句我等你
不知道需要多大的勇气
它远比我爱你三个字
来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待
也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你
包含了很多的
无奈
心酸
苦涩
或许是爱不到
或许是不能爱
无论怎样
我等你这个承诺
远比我爱你更动听

看看身边
有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你
谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待
说一句我爱你很容易
可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你
一句我等你
是三个字的承诺

也许你面前的这个人
一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人
只是三个字
前者的爱有激情但肤浅
后者的爱单纯又执着

年少的时候
我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句我爱你
受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句
我爱你
那个时候
你更愿意听到那一句我等你

如果
在你身边有那么一个人
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出
默默的等你
那么
请千万珍惜
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出
他懂得那一句
我等你

可是你知道吗？
为了爱你
选择等你
等你
是因为更能好好爱你 …让你给他一个家，陪她走完这一生，如果正有一个等你的

他，好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…，你遇到了请不要辜负他的心，因为说出等你时他就决定，放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福，即使他对你们的结果心里没底…都一直等下去，说明他真的对你太痴心！你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已，在孤独也不会觉得空虚，因为虽看不到你，心中都装满了你…好好珍惜吧

Thanks sandrock.Your blog did not mention this article has copy right.Good things should share together.Sincerely i say " thank you" .

2010-03-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

Today is so depressed.I'm really dissapointed and sorrow.It has consequently break my confidence.My mind is just keep popping out the question " why.. ?"

The degree of sorowness are increasing day by day.Sigh.. I'm heartless.

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Bye

2010-03-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

Yes.I had been dissapear for exactly 3weeks.Today is a peaceful tuesday.Its totally an only free day for me in this holidays since I have no any outings and the BM tuition is cancelled too.Its feeling good as i had quite a long long time could not wake up without any alarm. Yes.I deserve to take a break to re-energize myself for another day.

And it just a very short holidays after the torturing 1A exam.Just only 1A exam,but it was enough to make all people suffered like hell.Really wonder how about the coming 1B,trial or even SPM.It just like so unfavourable for something that you are careless on it,or you are well memoriesing and understanding all of it,but u may forget all when u faced the ridiculous paper or sometime you'll just realise you lost your stationary at the same time.Really speechless.

We like starved for ages at Qb yesterday.I wonder how much calories i gain yesterday.Heart so pain.Is really full until not feeling well and kept standing and walking unstable.Felt so nausea but can't vomit.See..This is the bad effect of excessive intake of foods.

Nevertheless,not bad for " Alice in the wonderland "too.Btw,i was fully dislike this Kristian name for myself since i was young.Anything will always be the first for the capital letter of A.Yes.I still have lots of friends who know me for quite a long time but they not even know Alice is me or I'm Alice.Because Ymei is better.Hahas.Somemore Alice is just the name to use in specific function such as a formal exam.

See her face..hahas.The 0316 girl.Those surprises were prepared by us.But i'm not the cake maker.I'm just the birthday card maker.Haha.Actually the one who give surprise is feeling happy too to those who get the surprise because you can enjoy the satisfication.

Today is indeed a good day for me until now.Feel quite peaceful and with just a very very lil bit of complicated.I have a lot of things to express but hard in the way by words.Nothing is imposible but there are a lot of things are unpredictable in our life.I'm so confused.So confused.At the same time I feel so sorry.

I thought i will make the post for a long one.But actually it just a medium-length post.
Till here.

Will be quite a long post

2010-02-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

The 10 days holidays passed very soon.So soon to start the feeling of stressness.But i keep stressing too lah,so not much different.Then really cant lenggang anymore.Cny was just as usual actually.30 night was mum's birthday and then followed by Chu1 & Chu2 & Chu3.Hot like sauna.Sweat like after bathing.Until Chu4 then slowly became more fun.Haha.

The day went to Qb with ex-4SA4 gang.A super long queue for the movie tickets.I had never saw the queue like that before,even at Sunway Carnival,so terrible.Make us like nothing to do without watching any movie.The only thing was just shopped around and not bad lah,can hunt for shirt finally.

And hor,accidently met 1 PYCC friend when i was walking around.But i forget her name though we were in the same group sumore she sat only beside me.Guilty pun loh now.

Headed to OldTown around 5 since we like no where to go.The Mocha taste bitter one but Cy told me it taste "sweet" hor.Bluff me lah you.How dare.Lols.

The very first time to took alots of photos at the overhead bridge.If we waited the rapid to drive us until the bus station,then we missed the chance.Hahas.Wasted alots of time at there.But then sampat-ness eventually brought lots of fun.We have just left 1 year for doing those things,so next time must ask me for that.Lols.Btw,thanks to them for giving me a good day.

Afterwards they came my house.Those were written by 2 of them at the white board in my study room.Huiyoh.7pm until 12.30am.My mum asked them to overnight at my house actually.But finally they all went home & all like felt dissapointed for cant stay back since we really have many things to express.Honestly,i felt much better after sharing all the things though i always dump in heart. I had set up my mind.What i should not be start in this year.

Day of chu6.It had been ages that i missed the chance of KTV after the holidays of 2009.But ampsquare is seriously insufficent of new songs.

Seriously,i hate prosperity meal especially the black pepper.

Ta-da!Luckily the tickets are available early in the morning.挺好的.The story line was lil bit of pointless for me but at least it brought much humour actually.Btw,i satisfy la.Haa.

Just back from the movie 72 tenants of prosperity with 180 TVB actress.gosh.really thumbs up!The story brought much humour & meanings.Don't miss it.Strongly recommended.Haa.

And so fortunately Jingle & BH was calling me that time,J shouted so loud to my mum,"Aunty,Happy New Yr!".She's really a big wolf.Haa.But she kept asked me why i not even wish her at the same time i was hugging her =.= Then i just only realise,it was her 18th bday.Huiyoh,paiseh.Btw,she'll back to Ns again tomorrow.

Finally catch up the last movie for the last day.And glad to catch up 3 movies in this Cny.Nevertheless,don't forget lil big soldier at the same time =p

Finally again,a very goodbye for 2010 Cny.It makes me more feel like having lots of good day & a good outing with friends since i not really like Cny lah.I don't even mind how many angpow i get honestly since every year also same lah.not much but not least also.

My life will back to normal after today.Finally.
Bye bye.

那一天,我们..

2010-02-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

那一天,应该是班上前所谓经历比较high的一天.

这个杰作来自于充满艺术细胞的班长.哈.

大家为了这个"虎"挣扎了很久=.=看起来也没有别班来得特别.其实还没说到重点.那天是布置班上的一天.刚开始所有人都无动于衷,拼命抄功课.那时播音系统还播着"大日子..一个好开始.."看来学校是myfm的fans.过后才情愿动手,所以班上的布置简单到..不过大家还是一起high.那天,A5的风云人物,六点多穿着hushpuppies(LH讲的)的睡衣来学校,带了楼梯,4个toolboxES,还有电砖...geng咯.这是事实,不是夸张,虽然刚开始我也不是很相信.不过都说了,风云人物..所以应该说是他在自high.

老虎的姿势.哈.还跟她拿了facebook.这样才可以tag她.老师也是有facebook的叻.siao siao.

两节后就要解剖田鸡.就在桶里面.然后又拍了.我们好像为那两只田鸡默哀不到五秒=.= 那间Lab也好像充满了田鸡的魂.看到它们心还在跳,王力宏的心跳很自然的就脱口而出.它们的内脏也慢慢的被挖走.阿弥陀佛啊.

我们所谓的LadyGaga.LOLs.当然我们也拿了她的facebook.全天都无心上课,high翻天

最近很吵.真的很吵.他们都很无聊.不管周遭的人事物,他们都可以讲.身为听者的我们就负责笑.有时真的会笑到肚子抽经.昨天他们在玩百万大歌星,吵到佳泽喊"你们可不可以有一天是不要讲话唱歌的"就在静下来的那片刻,佳泽说我可以发挥王力宏的歌了.我只讲了一句"不要啦,低调一点"在我刚讲完,他们就开始"我的难过是如此低调..因为不想打扰..".他们的人生,脱离不了歌唱.但是他们不知道他们同时也制造了那些噪音.

自从开学到现在,每晚睡觉都脱离不了梦境.是每晚.我不知道自己是在顾虑什么,让我日有所思也有所梦.因为我觉得我目前的日子比去年好很多了.看我blog的人都知道我去年的某一个时期都过得好像跌入谷底,爬不起来.那时我真的显现出很懦弱,因为所有事都留在心上,尤其是感情.不是没有倾诉的对象,只是有口难言.直到慢慢放下了一切,才过的好一些.然而我现在也不晓自己的思绪被什么影响了而每晚都这样.好几次睡醒时眼泪都是还在流的.就这样缺乏睡眠,然后上课时就倒下去.几乎每天都这样.直到钟声响了,才会起来.

直到现在,我还是想不通.

2010-02-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

4 Feb.That day we were having BC period.But so fortunately,Jia Hua(we called him"geh bu"(鸡母)in hokkien)who was sitting behind,saw a group of 5SA2 students oposite our class.And so good,TSY allow us to go out for 5minutes.Hahas.Really fun during the moments we saw the eggs stood.The gravitational force was the strongest during the day & around noon.

I was on duty & needn't to take part in cross country yesterday.Hahas.I same station with Tan Pei San again.And this year his hushband brought over her baby.So sweet lor.And she said she don't want to born 1 more baby adi.Really miss her sejarah lesson as she only teach form4.

Not belong to me actually.Lols.One is for Vincent & another one for Bibi.Congtraz TengHau for getting Champion.I remember when he passed through my station,i still shouted him"登豪,加油!" That moment he was the second one and ran behind YH.But finally he won.And i'm just keep telling him if i wasn't shout him at the roadside for supporting him,he wont get champion.LOLs.

Fond of the pose.1st of the photo in 2010.Totally dont have any photo with her in 2009.

Again end the post with so sudden.Bye.

2010-01-31T16:40:00.001+08:00

31st Jan.Unforgiving time =( Nothing special during the days.But then having quite lots of fun in the class.Keep laughing,keep perli-ing,keep talking non-sence,keep fooling around,keep listening them to sing the funny songs.Yes,those were the joyness found in the class.lols.

2 weeks to go for Cny.Not really like Cny since Form3 or Form4.Not really delight that what i think.Nevertheless,some were asking to come my house.My house no KTV,no BBQ equipment & the steamboat pot got lil bit cacat,somemore my parents wont so kind to help me wash over the things.zZz.If u all dont mind,then welcoming or else bring those equipment to my house also not bad.hahas.But then at least got bigger plasma Tv in my house then you can self-service.

During Calvin Ang English lesson.Like to attend his class since lastyear.But dislike when he talked about Arsenal and who who who=.= We girls are not intrested so chat and capture around.YT is very insist to sit beside me because she said she can concentrate when she sits beside me,but i cant.Hahas.See,the one who wanted to capture this photo is from her suggestion.After lesson she only will start to complain & regret why not pay attention on that time.zZz.

Physic lesson in the noon.Just too bored.They used their leg to make a "yeah" pose.Guess whose legs?Hahas.I keep laughing non-stop on that time.Hueywen,that was your sitting place actually.Lols.

LeeHom's movie is coming soon this Feb.I cant wait anymore.Sorry for cant join yuki to Sunway for movie & KTV today.

Yoga seem very likes to eat Tao at Auto-city.Friends met him again at there.I think before his concert.

Today,such a pointless post.

2010-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

This was took when all of us finish capturing the graduation photo.So,captured around since ZL brought hp to school.I love this much actually.lols.

Nothing much to blog actually even though seem like many things were happening recently.I'm not able to recall all.Some was remembered,but is undesirable to mention about it.

Sometimes happy,sometimes not;Sometimes laughing,sometimes not;Sometimes busy,sometimes not;Sometimes stress,sometimes not.Those feelings are so complicated.Sigh .. =( Really hard to express the feelings.wtf.And the feelings are strange until i woke up to watch Leehom's concert again this morning.I really dont know what to do to alleviate the complicated feel.

And is blogging in study room with laptop in Maxis Broadband now.Because of somebody i hate is using the comp to play the fucking game.Really fuck.I'm really hate him.Luckily got the page to type mandrain & paste at here.

假期是为了等开学
开学是再为了等假期
上学是为了等放学
放学是再为了等上学
睡觉是为了等睡醒
睡醒是再为了等睡觉
早餐是为了等午餐
午餐是为了等晚餐
晚餐是再为了等早餐
而人活着不是为了等死(By Hw)lols.

What a suitable description of a students' life.Aren't?

Till here.